AJ's POV
I woke up again with my head on Lukes shoulder. His head was leaning on the window and his eyes were closed.
"Hey AJ, can you wake Luke up? We're almost at his place" said Calum from the front.
"Hey Luke, wake up" I whispered and he stirred. "Luke" I said louder and when he didn't move, I slapped him.
"Ow. What was that for?" He said holding his face.
"Girl, calm down, he could've ended up across the world with that slap" Thea said from next to Calum in the front.
"We are almost at your place" I said and he instantly looked sad.
"Could I stay at your place?" He asked and I nodded.
"Of course" I replied and before I could tell Calum to go straight to my house Luke spoke up.
"Hey Cal, just drop us off at the park" he said and Calum quickly looked back and winked. But then nodded.
"Okay, bye guys. Thea, text me the details" I said with a wink and Thea laughed.
"Okay bye boo" she said an I closed the door. We walked over to the swings.
"Are you okay with this?" He asked and I nodded.
"Of course" I replied and he sat down on the swing next to me. My phone buzzed and I looked at it.
It was a picture of Luke and I on the swings with a message
Are you fucking kidding me
I stood up with my eyes burning and I started walking towards my house. Luke was very close behind.
"AJ what's wrong?" Luke asked but I ignored him and quickened my pace, he was still really close. "AJ" he said again and I just went even quicker. "AJ" he whispered, I stopped. He held me in his arms and I just cried. "What's wrong?" He asked and I gave him my phone. He looked at it and his eyes went from concern to anger. "What did Angie do?" He asked angrily.
***
I explained everything, right there on the sidewalk.
"Luke we should go home" I said and he picked me up bridal style and I laughed. "I can walk you know" I said.
"I know, but I thought this would be better" he said with a blush that I could barely see in the dark, but I saw.
I got another message and picture. It was of Luke carrying me
How is he doing that, he must be really strong. You. Are. Dead.
I gave Luke the keys and he unlocked the door, the when we got in he locked it behind them.
"Do you want anything to eat?" He asked me while placing me on my bed. I shook my head. He went downstairs and I heard him open the fridge door and I opened my phone. On instagram I saw Thea's newest posts. And they were of Luke and I sleeping, laughing aaaand, making out. I got so much hate. I got up and ran to the bathroom.
I found my razor blade and I sat on the floor. I put it to my wrist and took a deep breath then put it deep into my skin. I moved it to the side and lifted it off my wrist. I watched as the blood came into the surface of my skin. I sliced again, and watched the blood rise again. And again, and again. I didn't realize that Luke was calling me. I kept going until I felt numb. I couldn't see straight and I saw the door visibly move.
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Luke's POV
I went back upstairs with a bagel. I saw that AJ's phone was open on instagram and I saw the posts, I also read the comments. I ran to the bathroom door and slammed my body against it.
"AJ, AJ DONT" I yelled. She wasn't listening to me. "AJ" I yelled. I managed to open the door. I looked to the floor. "AJ" I whispered. I picked up the razor blade and placed it on the edge of the bath tub. I picked her up and sat her down on the sink and grabbed a red towel. I cleaned up the fresh cuts and bandaged them up. She was very limp and I was tearing up. I picked her up and brought her to her bed. I gently placed her down. She opened her eyes.
"Luke, I'm sorry" she said and I saw the tears race down her face. "Luke-"
"The next time you get triggered come to me or Thea. Don't do that" I said and she nodded, her tears racing down her face.
"Luke, just leave. I don't deserve you and you don't need to put me in the way of your life" she said and I leaned in really close.
"AJ, I need you" I said and she looked at me. I bit my lip and put my mouth to her ear. "You will just never understand" I whispered. I stood up and started to walk to the door. I stopped when I heard her.
"Then show me" she said. I turned around.
"AJ, do you know what you are getting yourself into?" I asked moving toward her.
"Yes" she said standing up.
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AJ's POV
Lukes eyes changed from a peircing blue to a dark blue. He came towards me in a slow manner.
"then keep up" he said with a little snarl. He pushed me up against the wall and put his lips to mine. He was harsh, but it was still passionate. I kissed back and pulled him closer to me. He started pushing pressure onto my hips and I supressed a moan. I then put friction in between us. He took my shirt off and even though I was just in a bra, I felt exposed. He stopped to look at me and admire my body. "Woah" was all he said. I pulled his shirt off his head and kissed his chest. He pushed me onto my bed. "Tell me when to stop" was all he said. I nodded and closed my eyes.
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Wtf did I just write? Things got heated! K bai, things got really awkward...😝😏
Stay strong. Stay bad. Stay you. ❤
- A
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