My Name Is Justin

chapter seven.

"Oh shit." I thought to myself.

A little girl screamed when she saw me and said "monster!"

I shook my head and tried to make her quiet but I ended up scaring her even more. She screamed loudly and I winced, covering her mouth. "Shh." I growled out. She started crying and I panicked so I took her and ran away. I went inside a cave and set her down, realizing what I had just done.

I kidnapped a little girl. Oh my god. The kid was terrified of me and I just made her even more terrified. She wiggled out of my grip and went to the corner, crying her eyes out. Please don't cry..

"No. cry." I said. She looked up at me and pouted her lips and looked down. Wait a minute. That's Jazzy. But I don't understand..

"J-jazzy..?" I said, coming closer to her. She stopped crying and looked up at me. "Bieber!" She said, hugging me. She smiled at me and held onto my arm..Why was she in the forest again? I carefully hugged her back and growled out "Why are..you..in..forest?" I looked at her and she jutted her lips.

"Daddy and Jaxon and I look for you everyday." She said. Dad needs to keep a closer eye on her. But I can't believe they still care..they still love me.

"Why do you look scary?" She asked, tearing up. I tried to smile a bit and shrugged. I don't even know what happened myself. And if I don't understand, she won't either.

"Go..home." I told her. She shook her head. "Only if Bieber comes home." She said stubbornly. "Can't.." I said sadly. I carried her and sped off into the forest, trying to find Dad's scent. She's not safe with me here. She wouldn't make it in the forest with an animal like me.

After maybe ten minutes, I found him carrying Jaxon. He got so big..I closed my eyes and sighed, thinking of all the things I've missed. I put Jazzy down and pointed to Dad. "Go. Tell him..I'm..okay." I managed to get out before growling. She looked down and hugged my leg. "I don't wanna go." She cried. I teared up and crouched down to her level. I hugged her tightly. I don't want her to go either. I miss my little sister. I miss my little brother. I miss everyone. But it's really for the best..

"Please.." I said with a tear going down my cheek. I pushed Jazzy towards Dad and she nodded and went to him.

"Jazzy!" He sighed in relief. "Stop running away okay? We were worried sick." He said hugging her. "Daddy, Bieber's okay!" She said happily. Dad had a confused face but he slowly nodded. I sighed and walked away, glad that I found dad. But I wanted to go to him and just hug him. I wanted to cry and go home.

I just wanted to sleep and pretend that everything would be alright..