Viva La Vida ❥ Sebastian Stan

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sebastian stan:

hey valentina

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sebstian stan:

i know you don't want

to talk to me right now

but hear me out

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sebastian stan:

i'm just going to say

it anyways

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sebastian stan:

your cousin, and

chris had knocked

some senses into me,

and they did a

very good job at it,

and i'm going to

apologize

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sebastian stan:

i'm sorry about my

actions towards you

over the last two days.

i should've known that you

weren't cheating on

me and yet i found myself

thinking that you did.

if i'd opened my eyes sooner,

you wouldn't have been

so upset at me, and hell,

we would've been dating.

but instead, i decided

to do something so

terrible, because

i was so consumed by

anger and jealousy

that i decided to take

another girl out on a

date, hoping to make

you jealous. but i

was wrong. all

i did was to hurt

you, and myself. i

strained our chances of

being together. i

strained our chances of

being friends, because

of what i've done. if i'd

told you my feelings

then maybe none of this

would've happened. maybe

we could've met already,

and we could've been dating.

i know you see yourself just

as a fan and that i will

never fall in love with

you, but i did. i found

myself falling in love with

you. i know we haven't

met but i've already fallen

real hard for you. and i'm

crying while writing this,

and all i'm asking you is

will you forgive me? i

understand if you don't,

but please forgive me,

please give me another

chance.

❥

his tears were streaming down his face. chris and grant had ganged up against him and knocked so much senses in him. he thought that if he made her jealous, she would admit her feelings, but no, he was wrong. instead, he had hurt her, he had broken her heart, and it hurt him to see her so broken, and it had hurt him even more to see her ignoring him, but he knew he deserved it. she had the rights to ignore him, but he didn't have the rights to ignore her when perezhilton released that article. he should've known that it wasn't true. he should've known that she doesn't have a boyfriend, but yet he still bought it, when he knew better than that. suddenly, his phone's notification went off and he saw her response, and he had lost it all

❥

valentina haney:

i'm sorry sebastian, but

i can't forgive you. i

can't risk myself

getting hurt. i'm sorry.

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