The Road That Lies Before

7

In that world some had even dared to propose me
But don't you worry honey; that was all part of a practice
To stand tall in front of all who dares face me
With the hope that they ever can have what thou hast at seize.

In short. This is the last attempt I can have at being myself!!
You see. One can't find many who thinks like me
Which is why I thought I had rather be alone with just god and myself
But then I saw you and I wanted you to be my 'man to be'.

I knew all along that you would prefer living in a big house
And live a life, what everyone will call normal and in order
But I didn't want to let you go, I told you I never wished as much for anything else
I even warned you before, but you still haven't given an answer!

Honey this is who I am but I have always wanted you here
With me in my small dream house which may or may not have a roof
Yet honey, you are not mine showpiece which I can take where I please, now hear,
Thou art who thou art, that reason should never be left aloof

You are mine, yes you are as for here and now,
But if you choose to walk away even this moment, I would understand,
"I have miles to go before I sleep" yea ...that's true, I know!
Yet you, my parents & everyone else is the reason I kept walking this far land

I told you I'm wild...but you don't know the whole story
If I told you I raised not just my voice against my parents,
Would you still love me? Would you trust this heart that's stony?
Yea, my house has seldom been the source of horror that has no ends!

Oh my father, how I love him
Oh my mother, how I love her,
Oh how I wish they knew it before I dim
Oh how I wish they could see this heart which is now just powder

Guess that is too much to wish for, when it comes from a wild beast
Even then do I wish I could learn how to love from out somewhere far - east!