Walk Out On

Chapter 12: Trust Issues

"Trust is one of the main fundamental of holding any sort of relationship together. Once, its broken, it is nearly as difficult to amend it back together. Few cracks will be there, but to heal those before it turns to bruises and marks is not impossible, it's possible."

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Problems come and go every day. It depends how each one of us deals with them. And problems in relations is common in every household.

Teenage love will most high likely have fights and misunderstandings. But that undying love would always be there. Not only for teen love, but for any love that is true and whole heartedly accepted will last long.

Our love was a dreamlike and fairytale love. At least, for me it was. Although that's, how it seemed for outsiders.

"How adorable they look"

"They are made for each other"

"I'm so jealous at your lovable relationship"

"I wish I had a boyfriend as loving as yours"

And so on...

However, I felt that being an insider in this relationship, something was diming the love in our relationship. Next to love is, 'trust'. We trust each other whole heartedly as much as we love each other.

But when misunderstandings and ego combines, it becomes chaotic.

The chaos began a few times and went and came back again. It was like an uninvited guest coming over to your home, 'uninvited'. All started with a jealous and a insecure boyfriend. And a stubborn girlfriend on the other end.

If I am not mistaken, most, teenagers nowadays are fully equipped and fully in to social media. One most popular one is, 'Facebook' no doubt, if yours friend are around, they are half virtually interacted ones and the ones we meet up with once in a while.

Then there are ones, whom we just picked because they had looks which attracted you to him or her. Meaning, that person might be a total stranger.

There are extremely close friends, which comes in minimum amount.

Then, 'just' friends from your study or work place.

Relatives, no further explanation needed.

Include all these and some extra more category of people in and there is an infinity amount of friends in your friends list.

The scenario that occurred was that, it involved, Facebook and friends.

It was like any normal day, I finished school and came to an empty home as everyone else did not arrive yet. I didn't mind at this point, as we all will eat together later on.

I didn't get time to wonder with my own thoughts as Erik started to call me. I took the phone call as it became a daily thing to see how our days went. The conversation started casual.

Whether I ate and how and what I did in school.

Then it would be my turn to ask what he did and how his day went.

As calm and neutral our conversation started, as heated and enraged our conversation ended.

The talk started with 'Facebook' and how many friends I had, for which I said I don't remember, I don't keep count in that. Preferably, he wanted to know how many male friends I had. Apparently, he wanted me to stop talking to my friends who were his gene. It included my classmates as well.