Niall's eyes widened when he felt something suddenly pressed against his lips. He didn't get it at first as he felt claustrophobic at the sudden closeness.
Before he knew he placed his hands on his teachers chest and pushed him away as hard as he could causing Liam to fall of the chair he had been sitting on.
He looked at Niall with wide shocked eyes, mirroring the exact expression Niall was giving him back. "S-s-s-orry..." Niall muttered shocked himself as he realized it was his teacher, his teacher who he liked and who kissed him as he pushed him away!
Niall watched his teacher getting up. "Don't apologize, I shouldn't have kissed you." Liam said. "I should go.." Niall wondered why his teacher sounded so down.. Well, he probably felt rejected, but that wasn't the case at all!
"W-wait, d-don't, I-I.." "It's okay.. I told you, I made a mistake." Niall felt his heart sink as he watched his teacher walking out of his bedroom after the older lad had fastly taken his stuff.
He made a mistake... He had kissed him and said it was a mistake.. Niall felt his eyes getting teary. He didn't knew why he suddenly felt so hurt.. He should like his teacher in the first place.
This was probably what he got for it.
Liam slammed the door closed. How could he have been so stupid?! There was no way Niall would ever talk to him again or most of all, let him help him with whatever was going on in that house. He threw his coat off and sank down onto the couch.
Why was this happening? Why was it so hard to resist this guy? To not kiss him and stare at him? It was his student for fucks sake!
He had ruined it and that wasn't the only thing. He was breaking the rules. This was against the law. A teacher could not love his student, so why did he do it and why did he give into it?
Liam was driving himself compleetly crazy with all the questions. He really didn't know how he was suppossed to fix this..
Niall walked himself to school the next morning feeling compleetly knackered. He hadn't slept. He had only been thinking about what had happend and came to realize he missed Liam's lips eventhough he had pushed him away.
It was double.. He wanted to tell his teacher about what had gotten into him on that moment. That he suddenly had been so close and that Niall didn't understood what happend causing for his claustrophobia to play up and push him away all of the sudden.
Then again his teacher had said he had made a mistake, so why bother to tell if it wasn't going to make sense anyways? By that why would the guy believe him? He often saw Niall walking through the school halls without any trouble.
Truth was it was hard for him though, to stay calm and such, but he had learned himself how to do it and managed to do it, yet there was no way he'd go into the city on saturday without taking someone who knew about his "problem" along.
He slowly entered the schoolbuilding. It didn't took long for Perrie to spot him when he was pushing his books into his locker. "Morning Blondie." He chuckled. "Morning.." He said softly. "Well, that doesn't sound too excited." "It's school, who is excited?" Niall questioned. "I am!" She yelled causing a view people to look at her strangely, but then again who cared, because Perrie didn't.
"You're the only one.." Niall laughed softly. "You're a bit pale, are you okay?" Niall nodded slowly. "I'm fine.." "No, you're not." If you know it, then why bother to ask? Niall thought to himself. It wasn't like Perrie was annoying him, he just didn't understand her actions sometimes.
"What happend?" Niall sighed. She wasn't gonna let go of the subject anyway, so why not just tell? "He kissed me." He said. Perrie looked at him with a puzzled expression, but then seemed to get it. "He kissed you?! Seriously?! Wait... why are you so down over that..?"
"Because.. I pushed him away." "What..? Why did you do that?" She seemed to get more and more confused. "Well, I was grabbing something, then turned my face and suddenly he was there kissing me, so I didn't get what was going on and he was suddenly so close I got claustrophobic and pushed him away.." Niall explained, biting his lip harshly shot after.
"Then why don't you tell him you didn't meant to?" She asked. Niall didn't felt like telling this. Telling someone else about it made it all feel so real and he didn't want it to be real at all..
"I tried to, but.. He said he made a mistake and waked out." He finished his story with that and hoped Perrie wouldn't keep hammering onto it for much longer, because he'd defenitly cry out and he prefered not doing that in the middle of the school. Having maths the first hour was already worse enough.
Perrie sighed. "He doesn't know what he's missing on." She said hugging Niall. Niall smiled slighty. "Thanks Perrie.." "No problem."
They made their way to the maths classroom and Niall didn't like the idea of facing Mister Payne at all. It hit him that he actually didn't even know his first name. How stupid was that?
"Goodmorning." Perrie said as he walked in with Niall. His teacher looked into his eyes for a second when Niall looked at the floor and followed Perrie to the back of the class as they settled at their places.
The lesson was weird. Niall often found Liam looking at him, but he would look down himself every time because he simply couldn't face the person who had hurted him quite bad yesterday. Why would you kiss someone and claim it was a mistake.
"Are you okay..?" Perrie asked softly, placing a hand on his shoulder. Niall could feel his teacher's eyes burning onto him, but he tried to ignore it and gave a slow absentee nod.
Liam looked at Niall. He hadn't slept. He could tell by just the way he looked. Bags under his eyes, his blonde hair standing out to all sides and the way he looked so tired. He immediately felt guitly and wasn't sure wether to keep Nial into the classroom after class to explain himself or not. What was there to explain in the first place? What would he say?
"Hi there, I'm your teacher and I have a massive crush on you while I'm actually not allowed to?"
Yeah right, like that was going to get him anywhere. It would probably only make things worse! He sighed softly and logged in on his school account and went to the grades. That was another problem... Niall needed tutoring or he wasn't going to make it.
Maybe he could get him another teacher.. He looked up at the irish lad once again. He looked beautiful, even with his hair stood out to all sides, his skin was even more pale then normally and his bright blue eyes stood tired and lifeless instead of happy.
Liam decided not to keep Niall after class, these feelings weren't allowed to be here anyways.
I wanna keep writing... Damn School! Seriously, am I the only one who needs to have extra maths classes because my own maths teacher won't explain a thing to me? Crappy people, seriously, because now I have even less time to write! Let's all stand up against maths, what is it good for anyways? e.e
I hope you guys liked this chapter, drama drama drama! I meight add some more heavy subjects like depression and such, but will add a warning on the beginning of the chapter. Stay Fabulous!
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