Liam was looking at the tea cup he was holding and then to the cookies in front of him. He couldn't eat right now. He was too stressed. Last month had been a hell for him really. He was dead worried. He watched a curly boy with a massive belly walking into the room a bit shy. He gave a nod as greeting and sat down. The police officer came back down. "He wants to talk to you."
Liam got up straight away and looked at Maura who gave him a short nod. With his heart beating in his chest, he followed the police officer upstairs. He couldn't believe Niall was pregnant in the first place, but it kinda made him understand why he left, yet there were better solutions.
He opened the door and looked at the bed, Niall curled up on it, pale, with his eyes closed.
"Niall..?" The police officer took his place in the hallway as Niall's blue eyes opened slightly. "Dear God.." Liam breathe out. He walked to Niall and wrapped his arms around him. Niall burst into tears against his chest and Liam was fighting his own because he wanted to be there for Niall and not the other way around.
"I'm so sorry! I didn't wanna hurt you, but I'm a burden and now I got pregnant and what about your job and your reputation.." He was shaking compleetly in Liam's arms. "Shhh, it's okay babe. Calm down.. We're gonna figure this out.. Shh.." Without Niall noticing Liam looking at his wrists. Relief ran through him when he saw no cuts, but he did notice Niall also lost weight."Heey.. you didn't cut." Maybe showing that he was proud on his boyfriend would help. Niall shook his head no as Liam frowned. "I did.." He said softly, not looking up, just sitting against Liam's chest. Liam felt his heart sink. "I don't see cuts babe." "My hips." Liam swallowed, not quite sure what to say now.
Niall noticed the silent and started crying again. "I'm so sorry.." He kept repeating it. "Shh Niall.. Look at me.." Niall didn't, so Liam forced him too. "We're gonna figure it out yeah? We're going to take care of that kiddo in there." He pointed at Niall's stomach. "We're together in this. It could have been me if you topped." Niall smiled weakly and gave a slow nod as he wiped his tears of with the sleeve of his sweater.
"Can I still live with you?" He asked softly. "Ofcourse babe." They just stayed like that for a while, in silence. "How are you feeling?" Liam asked softly. "The morning sickness is over, but now I have worse bellyaches." Niall whined softly. "I'll make sure you're fine." Niall smiled weakly.
Liam slowly moved up Niall's shirt a bit and saw the very small bump, which went unnoticed if you didn't look for it and moved his hand over it.
"Our baby babe.." He whispered as he pressed a kiss on Niall's blonde hair. Niall smiled and lay his hand on Liam's. "Our baby.." he repeated with a whisper.
"I love you Liam." Niall looked up. "I love you too." Liam smiled and kissed him softly. Niall smiled against his lips. He had missed this guys lips so badly.
Maura was more then happy to see Niall, but understood why he had walked away from home. Sitting in the back of the car, Niall was laying against Liam, who was stroking his stomach as Niall himself tried to fall asleep. Debbie had been nice enough to give along some books about male pregnancy for both Niall and Liam to read.
"Babe..?" Liam said softly. "Hmm..?" Niall hummed softly, opening his eyes slightly. "I'd like to take a look at your hips when we're back, is that okay?" He asked softly. Niall nodded against his chest and closed his eyes again. Liam had to be honest. Checking up on such things wasn't something he really liked, but now Niall had started cutting once again the whole proces of trying to make him stop would start over as well.
But they could do it. They did it once, so they'd do it twice. He heard Niall snoring and smiled weakly. He looked absolutely adorable like this. As much as he was glad he had Niall back he was also worried. He believed he could handle being a father, but what about Niall..? He was a view years younger after all.. And well, his job was a problem too. He practically had sex with a student, his own student...
He bit his lip as the car stopped. Maura turned and smiled weakly when she saw Niall was sleeping. "Just carry him out. He needs his rest." She said softly. Liam nodded and opened the door, gently dragging Niall as Maura got out with Niall's bag. Liam carried him upstairs and lay him in the bed.
He talked a bit more with Maura as she took her leave and he decided he should probably read some of the books Debbie had given them while
Niall was sleeping. He settled on the couch and grabbed the biggest one as he started.
He bit his lip as he read page after page. This book told them what they could expect for each week. At some point it was interesting, but there were alot of things waiting for Niall. He already had the unpleasant bellyaches. He'd have them for a while, but they'd become less. Liam got a bit worried when he noticed how many things could go wrong compared to a female pregnancy.
He read about how he could help Niall with his bellyaches and how he'd be able to relax him when he was stressed, because being stressed was a danger and that worried Liam the most. He heard someone walking downstairs as Niall walked in. "Do you have a painkiller..?" He asked as he yawned. "Come here." Niall gave him a puzzled look but then slowly walked into his direction. Liam, who was laying on the couch sat up and spread his legs as he gestured Niall to sit down with his back against his chest.
Niall thrusted his boyfriend and slowly sat down and sank down against Liam's chest. "What are you doing..?" He asked softly. "Well, I've read one of the pregnancy books." Niall couldn't make up anything out of that answer. He felt Liam's hands reaching for his stomach as Liam pulled up his sweater.
His hands gently pushed into his skin. He shivered slightly, but relaxed after a view times. He lay his head against Liam's shoulder and let out a relaxed sigh. "Better?" "Defenitly.." Liam kept going for a while as he heard Niall snoring again.
They were gonna get through this.
He was sure of it.
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