Niall was thankfull for what Liam had done for him. Perrie was still ill and Liam would have lunch with him in his classroom to make sure his bullies couldn't get to him.
They hadn't kissed again, if you count the one in Niall's bedroom as their first kiss, but they did like eachother.
Niall tried not to grab the razor when he felt depressed again right away and most of the time it worked out alright, simply because he didn't want to dissapoint his teacher.
He allowed Liam to check up on his arms everyday. He liked the way Liam cared about him, it was exactly what he needed. It wasn't like he was cutting for attention and Liam knew the real reason behind it.
Niall moved through the hallways walking quite fast as he was excited to see his teacher again, who he now called Liam if he wasn't in class. He knocked on the door when he reached the classroom and walked in.
Liam looked up and smiled at the sight of the blonde. "Heey Niall.." "Hey." He took place next to the desk and took out the food he had taken.
"Can I.." Liam asked as Niall looked up frowning, but then he got it. "Oh... sorry.." He pulled his sleeves up as he showed his arms. Liam found it hard looking at the scars and healing lines, it felt like he didn't thrust Niall, but he knew how hard it was for him to behold himself and kept checking up.
"No new ones ha?" Niall shook his head. "I'm proud." The blonde smiled slightly. He always felt happy when Liam said that.
"So, how was class today?" Liam chuckled. "Or well, untill now." "Fine I guess.. I have an B for English." Liam smiled. "That's great.." Niall flashed a smile in return as he took a bite from his bread.
It was Friday and nothing could ruin his week, expect from his dad who came home tomorrow. Niall wasn't looking forward to it. By that, wednesday, Greg would be dead for 2 years and those days always went rough on Niall.
After chatting a bit with Liam the bell rang as he left to the biology classroom with butterflies in his stomach.
Niall woke up wednesday morning with a bad feeling. He didn't know why, but something was going to happen today and he didn't like it. He turned his face to see the picture of him and Greg on the nightstand.
"2 years big brother..." He wispered. He hadn't told Perrie about Greg. He found it hard talking about the whole situation and normally ended up crying.
"Niall, get out of your bed!" Oh yes, his dad was back and Niall was lucky to not have been beaten already. He sighed softly and dragged himself to the bathroom to get in the shower. He couldn't wait untill Liam cheered him up today..
He took a fast shower and got dressed as he took his books. His mom would be out tonight. He practically had to force her because she wasn't sure wether she could leave him alone or not. Then again he'd only be home alone with his dad for an hour because he'd leave for work short after and then Liam would come.
He grabbed his phone as he noticed Liam had messaged him.
To Niall:
Heey sleepyhead. Everything okay over there? See you in my classroom at break? xx
Yeah, Liam would check up on him every morning and Niall loved.
He smiled slightly as he replied.
From Niall:
Morning. Yeah, I'm fine I guess. Ofcourse xx
Liam somehow really motivated him to go to school because everything was alright when he was with Liam somehow. He took his bag and as he walked downstairs.
"Out of the way worthless piece of shit." His dad groaned as he brutally pushed him aside and passed him to open the door and leave the house. Niall sighed. Those words really hurted. Specially when they came from someone who used to love you so much.
He felt the depressed feeling falling over him again and the strong need to grab that razor and... no, he couldn't. He wouldn't dissapoint Liam.
He noticed his mom had gone to work already and fastly made himself some food as he left to school. All hours before the break went by slow. Perrie still wasn't there and well, he was waiting to see Liam which he really was looking forward to, so he guessed that was the reason every passing minute felt like an hour.
Doing nothing made his mind go insane with thoughts which specially today were all about Greg and Zayn's comments from behind weren't really helping either..
He was the first one to jump up when the bell finally rang as he pretty much ran outside the classroom. He tried to make himself believe that he did it to stay away from Zayn and the others, but deep inside he knew that he was just over-excited to see Liam.
He knocked on the door and walked in. Liam looked up at him and flashed him a warm smile like normally.
"Ready for a maths evening?" Liam laughed softly. Niall smiled slightly. More then ready... He nodded. "I'm tired though.." He didn't sleep that great after all.
"How come Love?" Liam suprised himself with saying Love, but it was out before he knew. Niall replied a slight smile, so something told Liam he rather liked then disliked it.
"I haven't slept that great.." Niall admitted. "How come?" Would he tell..? He bit his lip. "Today it's em... It's 2 years ago since my brother died.." Niall said softly. He disliked showing off how fragile he was, but Liam never seemed to bothered by it. In fact, he supported him through it.
Liam sighed softly as he walked to Niall and pulled in for a long hug. Niall smiled slightly and wrapped his arms around his teachers muscled body. "It'll be fine.." He said softly, smiling. "How about I take some movies too for tonight? Your parents won't be at home ti'll late right? We could watch one." Niall nodded against his chest, taking in Liam's scent.
Liam smiled.
He was looking forward to a nice evening, having no idea the disaster of his life was about to begin...
Oeeeh, but of a hint there! It's a crappy chapter ha... I'm kinda figuring out what to do next to be honest, but I have something in mind (; By that I want to try and update every day (if I reached my goal). I know you guys want to me to update as fast as possible and that's exactly what you guys deserve for posting comments and votes right? (:
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