Haikyuu Texts

IDFC

The letters that were never meant to be seen by each other

Song of the day: idfc- blackbear

* make sure you listen to this song,
while reading.

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Dear Kuroo,

I hate you. I wish I never said yes to that stupid date. I wish I could forget your smile, your scent, your eyes, your face, your body, and most importantly your love. I never actually cry, but you broke my heart into million pieces. I hope it makes you happy. I still have some feelings for you. I know, how dumb of me. I think you moved on.

I hate you. I thought I actually loved you. Please, you're just a fucking coward. Why didn't you tell me you didn't love me anymore? Why did you have to cheat? Was I not good enough? Did I spend too much time playing games?

Sincerely
Kenma Kozume

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Dear Kuroo,

It's been five days, and I'm not sad I'm just angry. You don't even look me in the face. You don't even say hi, or sorry.

You fucking shithead, why didn't I listen to Tsukki? You're just the same. Screw you. Hinata, Akaashi, Suga, even BOKUTO warned me about you. Bokuto is your best friend and he warned me, I didn't pay attention to him. Why? I don't even know. You acted like a whole sweetheart for the first weeks, then should've slowly started to disappear at nights.  You would come back smelling, quite different. With some new accessories around your neck.

When you didn't make eye contact with me during lunch I was fine. Because if you did, I would've hit you. Good thing Lev was holding me back down.

I'll burn this stupid letters, its quite stupid that I'm doing this. While you're probably having fun with your new girlfriend, I'm here trying to forget about you.

Sincerely,
Kenma K.

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Dear Kenma,

Do I regret cheating? Yes. Will I do it again? Yes and no. We are not dating anymore, you can't control me. (Although I don't want an STD) NO, because it made me realize that I fucking loved you so much.

I'm writing this in pen, I just noticed I wrote lovED and not love. My love for you is dead. Well, I think it is. I miss you, but it's too late. I do things without thinking of consequences. I never thought I would lose you, but I did.

Now look at me, I'm going out with a girl who flirts with everyone. I miss you, and I hope we can at least talk once. Yaku and Lev told me everything you've done.

They told me you write letters for me and burn them three hours later. Is this how you take out your feelings?

If you need anything, tell me. Although, I don't think you'll ever will.

Sorry for my actions...

Sincerely,
Kuroo T.

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Dear Kenma,

I don't love you anymore. It's hard to write it down. All those days we used to spend are done. We are nothing, its like you stopped existing and I HATE THIS FEELING. I was an idiot for playing around with your emotions, cheating on you, and falling in love with you.

If I hadn't asked you out for that date, we would still be talking and having fun. I regret everything. I only want to see you, but I don't want these feelings.

With (so much) love,
Kuroo T.

PS: You left your sweater here, its the only thing I have left from you. But, I don't think you'll come back and get it. Also, congrats on that date with your new boyfriend! Hopefully you guys stay happy for a long time.

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at times, I look back to this chapter and
I remember why I wrote this. Uhm, quite interesting. Every time I read it, I feel like I'm back to 2017??