tears and tears and more tears

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Warning: suicide mention

Kuroo:
How long has it been...

Kenma:
3 days.

Kuroo:
Really? It feels like eternity

Akaashi:
I dont want to talk about this
I'm his boyfriend.

Akaashi:
Was...
Please, let's not talk about this. PLEASE

Kenma:
I'm sorry.

Kuroo:
I — I'm very sorry Akaashi. I miss him, okay? It's not the same without Bokuto. I knew him my entire life

Kenma:
You seem worse than Akaashi. You haven't slept, you have been skipping meals

Akaashi:
What? Kuroo you need to eat & sleep.

Bokuto:
Hello. This are my drafts — I'll send them 3 days later after well... My day

Bokuto:
I might spam, but understand; this is my past self. I'm telling you everything, you didn't know.

Bokuto:
Hello. My name is Bokuto & parents abused me. I tried hiding the pain with a smile.

Akaashi:
This isn't BOKUTO. I dont want to be part of this

Bokuto:
I met Kuroo during kindergarten. Damn, those days were just amazing. No worries about anything.

Bokuto:
We were wearing the same outfit. Black shorts and a blue tshirt. Bokuto, I never told you this...

Bokuto:
You're like my real brother. I'm sorry, were.

Kuroo looked at his screen and held his tears, he wanted to cry and scream and die.

Kuroo:
HOW DO I MOVE ON? WHEN MY BEST FRIEND COMMITTED SUICIDE?

Kuroo left the chatroom

Bokuto:
you've been my inspiration since kindergarten, Kuroo. :)

Bokuto:
Who knew a beautiful guy with pretty eyes would make me fall for him?

Bokuto:
Akaashi, you have no idea what you made feel. My heart wanted To explode whenever you were around.

Akaashi didn't continue to read. He left the chat.

Kenma:
You're not dead. Stop pretending. This isn't a game, Bokuto.

Bokuto:
I know, Kenma is going to take this the hardest... Kenma, I'm dead. I won't be able to see you Evey Sunday and play videogames with you

Bokuto:
I won't be able to help you take aesthetic picture. I won't be able to tell you embarrassing stories of Kuroo and I. I won't be able to fanboy about Sherlock Holmes with you. I won't be able to buy you ice cream.

Bokuto:
The only thing I know; you'll make me proud. I'll be watching over you, my little brother :)

Bokuto:
I know, you aren't my actual sibling, but our bond is very special.

Bokuto looked down.

"They'll be fine, right?" Bokuto asked with some tears to the light.

"I don't know, Bokuto. Let's go, you're number 92."


Not edited.
I cried while writing this :))

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