Lauren Jauregui imagines

You Cheated

Y/N
It's been 3 months. Three months since I last saw my girlfriend, well ex-girlfriend. Three months since she'd walked in on me having sex with another girl. I was so disappointed in myself. My life was incomplete without her but for some reason I was convinced back then that she wasn't right for me and I broke her heart. I'll never forget the look on her face when she caught us. I need to find her.

Lauren
I've spent the past 3 months hidden from the world. I haven't been touring with my band mates and I haven't left the house. I don't talk to my family. I only see them at dinner when I leave my room to eat. I have barely ate much though. I haven't had a life in 3 months. It's all because of Y/N. I've come to the conclusion that I am fat, ugly, boring and stupid. If I wasn't he would never have treated me so horribly.

Y/N
I decided the only way to fix this was to talk to the girls. I flew out to Paris where the girls were having their next concert and texted Dinah to know I needed to meet with them. Despite the fact that Lauren and I ended badly the girls still talk to me although I'm not sure if they talk to her since she hasn't been on the tour but they claim she's still part of Fifth Harmony.

I got to the stage door where security lead me in and I found the girls' dressing room. I knocked on it twice before the door flung open and I was embraced in a hug from Ally. "Y/N it's so good to see you!" "It's good to see you too Ally" I smiled, thankful that the girls never gave up on me. I then was greeted with hugs from Dinah, Normani and Camila. "Um guys I need to talk to you". "Is it about Lauren?" Camila asked. "Well yeah I want to apologise but I don't know how". "Well I believe she's been locked up in her bedroom in Miami since she left the hotel that night" Normani informed me. "Really? She hasn't went outside?" Dinah shook her head. "No. Nothing's helping her. Her family are very concerned. We're very concerned". I looked at each of the girls closely. They all looked exhausted. They weren't used to being a four-piece. They needed their girl back and so did I. "Do you think me turning up at her house to win back her heart is too much?" Ally smiled "Y/N you still have her heart. If you didn't she wouldn't be the way she is. Lauren's tough, she never normally let's break ups get her this down". "So is that a yes??" "Yes" they all said in agreement. "Ok I'll do my best".

I stayed for the night and watched their show from the side of the stage. They did amazing but there was no hiding that a star was missing out there. I realised in that moment how much I'd really hurt her and how much not just myself and the girls needed her but the fans too.

When I left the concert I headed straight to the airport and got on a plane to Miami. When we touched down I practically ran to get my suitcase and paced up and down waiting for it. Once I saw it I grabbed it and ran out of the airport. I got a bus to Lauren's street and walked quickly to her house. I knocked on the door twice (it's kinda my thing) and Mike opened it. "H-hi. I know I may not be welcome but I was asked by the girls to talk to Lauren". Mike looked at me in shock. I could see from his face that he was stressed. Lauren really must be in a bad state. "Very well, she's up in her room but don't knock she won't bother opening the door because she doesn't like anyone going near her so we just have to walk right in to have any luck in having a conversation with her" he mumbled and I walked upstairs.

I reached Lauren's room and put my hand on the door knob. I sighed deeply before opening it and walking in. I looked to my left to see Lauren asleep in her bed. She looked pale and skinny. My eyes travelled from her face to her arm which I noticed was covered in tiny cuts. I teared up at the thought that she had been harming herself. I walked over to her and pulled the blanket off her to discover her body was covered in them; some old, some new. I shook her to wake her up. I had to fix this.

Lauren's eyes opened and she stared in me. She didn't move or say anything but I could see tears in her eyes. I lay down and held her tight to me not saying a word. She didn't hug back but she didn't push me away either. I left go of her and looked into her eyes. "Lauren I wanna fix this". "What are you doing here?" "Proving to you that I love you". "But you don't love me, you cheated and I don't blame you". I sighed "Lo it's always been you. I lost my way and didn't appreciate you enough. What I did was a mistake. A stupid mistake. You are beautiful, smart, funny and you have an amazing heart. I wish you loved yourself the way you love me". She looked down at her body and cried. "Y/N stop pretending you love me!" "Lo do you really think I'd fly to Paris to meet the girls before their show to ask for advice and then fly here all in one day just to hold you in my arms if I didn't care?" She looked at me shocked. "You did that?" I nodded. "Yeh I did. And I did it because I love you". Lauren looked down and fumbled with her hands. "Lauren", I said grabbing her hands "you are the only person in this world that I have ever truly loved and it would be an honour to have a second have at being yours". She looked into my eyes and I leaned in slowly "I love you". Our lips touch and she kissed me slowly as I wrapped my arms around her. Then our kisses became more passionate. I knew I had her back and I was so grateful.