The Story of My Life

Panic! At The Disco and "I Love Yous"

Alexa's POV

I am now in my cousin and boyfriends house cuddeled upo on the sofa with Louis. We just got done a pretty heated make out scene. Louis had stopped it though. That's what I love about him. He respects me and can control himself. Unlike other disgusting men that have no respect for women or even themselves. Ugh! I hate people like that! Louis though...Louis is different. I told him that I really did not want to go that far because of the whole Aiden thing. But I told him the reason was because I wasn't ready and because of thw whole having kids thing. Half of my statment was true though. I really am not ready. Although Louis can control himself I can see that he really does want to go further. I mean who wouldn't with a part time Victoria's Secret model. Well I really only work there when I am called in. I am though, a Topshop model! I know I am only sixteen but I have kids and $200 from child support goes by fast in a two week period of time.

I laughed to myself as I remembered the other day.

I went over to Harry and Louis' flat. I had a yellow short sleeve shirt with spikes on the shoulders and leather shorts, but they weren't too short. Well that's what I and everyone else thought except for Louis. He thought that the outfit was "too revealing". Let's just say he got a "rise" out of that and he rushed me out of the flat because he didn't want to disrespect me in any way, shape, or form.

I guess I was laughing out loud because the next thing I knew was that I was being tickled. And Lou knows how tickilish I am.

"What's so funny?" Louis laughed in a teasingly way.

"You!" I teased back.

After our five minute tickle fight we finally caught our breath and calmed down.

"Look, I know our three month anniversary is a week away but I need to give you your present now or else it is useless," Louis exclaimed.

"Okay," I simply replyed.

He then reached over to his left, me being on his right, and got three, what looked like tickets, out of the bowl that was layed on the center of the table to the left of the couch. My assumption was right. There layed three "Panic! At The Disco" front row tickets in his perfect warm and smooth hands.

"But you don't even like them," I state a matter of factly. He doesn't like them at all. I mean he likes some of their songs but he really isn't a fan.

"I know but you, Laura and Marlee like them. Plus you have to go. They are front row seats for crying out loud! Hey they might even sweat on you!" He says trying to act all fangirl like. He says all of this all to kindly...sweetly.

"I..." I was about to say "Love You" but we haven't said our "I Love Yous" yet. I 100% know that I love this boy. No sorry. Let me rephrase that. I am in love with him. But I beleive that in these situations the boy always has to make the first move.

"... can't believe you got me, us, this," I say the first thing that comes to my mind.

" You're amazing. You know that?" I ask him.

"Well only for the best. Right babe!" He pecks my lips as I blush.

A/N: Am I the only person who that in "Bennie and the Jets" Elton John says electric boobs???? Yeah I probably am the only one but whatever! Anyway, the first chapter!!!!! Ahhh! Yay I'm really excited! Please comment what you think about the story! And there is some how a baby involved in the next 5 chapters or less. So yeah...yay really excited to write those next chapters!

Oh yeah one more thing! Lol sorry but this book is PG-13 because of bad language and dirty stuff BUT NOT SMUT BTW

Ok bye!!!!-Erica