The Story of My Life

The Young Self I Have To Give Up. The Young Self I Don't Want To Give Up

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"You know, Louis might seem good with kids but I know that he isn't ready for a kid of his own. And deep down inside, I know you know that I'm right."

That's what kept on being replayed in my head.

Hannah's words.

After she said those words I ran out of the kitchen, without my food, and went upstairs to the bathroom and locked myself in it crying.

Louis saw me running up here and followed me but I slammed the door in his face. I didn't want to talk to him right now.

I don't know why whatever Hannah said upset me. But it did. And I just wanted to be alone right now.

I don't want to believe what she said was true, but soemthing in the way she talked to me, it just got me upset.

I don't believe what she said is true.

But for some reason, I sat in the bathroom upstairs crying because of the devil herself's words.

Hannah's POV

I walked out of the kitchen with a sense of pride. I know what I did was mean but I don't care. What she did was more mean. She stole my boyfriend. The first and only love of my life. I was happy to see the tears threatening to fall down her face. She deserves it.

I walk into Emily and I look up at her smiling.

"Oh no. What did you do?" She asks.

"I just told the bitch how it really is."

"Hannah! Is that why she ran past us and went upstairs?"

"I guess so."

"You know Louis went up there right?"

Then my face burned with jealousy.

"No I didn't know that. But it doesn't matter. Soon enough he'll be with me."

She looked at me like I had ten heads.

"Hannah, you're my sister and you know I love you but I honestly think that Lou broke up with you because of the album and everything that he said. It's just a coincidence that Alexa and him got together shortly after. And anyway they are having a child together. And if you were to get Louis back what would happen to the kid?"

"We'll I wouldn't mind being a stepmommy, now would I?"

Alexa's POV

Louis was still outside of the bathroom door trying to get me out. It's been a half an hour and I'm still in here. I'm not crying, just thinking. Thinking about what Hannah said.

I do know that Louis isn't ready for a child. I'm not ready for another one either. I was never even ready for one! But if it is his baby than he's going down with me. It's his responsibility as well. And plus, Louis seems pretty excited for this baby too. He hasn't given me a reason to think otherwise.

I decided that staying in the bathroom wasn't working out for me and that Louis doesn't deserve the silent treatment that I'm giving him. He didn't do anything. His stupid psycho ex girlfriend did this. As I open the door I look around for Louis and see that he is to the right of the door sitting down.

"Alexa," he jumped up, grabbed me and spun me around,"Why are you crying? Why didn't you answer me? What's wrong?" He shoots questions left and right at me.

"Can we go to your room and talk?"

"Yeah of coarse love."

He led me to his old room and that's when I saw Hannah once again. On the way to his room you pass the hall way but their is a railing where you can see what's going on downstairs. I saw everyone having fun and talking to each other but then I saw Hannah who's eyes were boring out of her head. I can't believe it. She's jealous because I'm going to his room. Where else would I sleep? The guest room? Yeah right. I'm pregnant for crying out loud and she thinks we haven't slept in the same room? That's hilarious.