The Story of My Life

Almost Destroyed But Not Quite

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YOU LOOK SO PERFECT STANDING THERE IN MY AMERICAN APPARELL UNDERWEAR!!!!! JUST THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT ;)

Fuvk, ok I'm sorry for that sudden outburst ut I'm really energetic for some reason! Woowoo! Ok, so, I'm cureently obsessed with The Selection Series. khasljdoihwdb I don't know who to be in ,ove with!!!! Maxon or Aspen. Even if you haven't read the story, comment who I should love. Oh yeah and thank you Allyce for telling me to read it! I will forever be thankful! Mawh! (I think that's a kissy noise.) This is to her, Emma and Mackenzie and Kasie. For emma because she somewhat helped me cope when I was fangirling/freaking out over this damn book! And mackenzie because she practically made my day today by just being plain old hilarious! Kasie, because she keeps on telling me that I'm good at singing my talent show song even though I'm not!

Oh yeah amd Morgan! For burning the disc for me! And printing out my science lab report for me!

Love you all girlies. Oh yes, I almost forgot, this is for my crush too!!!!! Because he kept on looking at me today! Also because he won't admit that he likes me and drives me crazy! At least Allyce thinks he likes me!

Ok, so, I've been tryingto be all excited only because this chapter is a little sad. Well, yeah. Just read to find out...

AND LAST BUT CERTAINLY NOT LEAST!!!!!!!!!!!

Please go read my other story!! It'd mean a lot to me! Thank you!

Now read on...

Louis' POV

I could still here the chaos through the loud sobs that I'm making right now.

I've been like this for an hour.

With my sitting on the floor, next to the door, my mother on my left and Lex's on my right.

If someone were to open the door in a rush, they'd easily hit Clare and I. Not so much my mom.

Clare is probably the only one who truley knows what I'm going through.

Well, maybe.

She didn't fight back to stay with me.

To stay with Alexa.

Flashback

"A C-section? Louis I don't think I can do it."

"Yes you can darling. I know you can. And just think about it. You're not going to go through the pain in having to push, and you'll be able to see her immeaditley."

Alexa just sighed.

She was nervous No doubt about it. But she had to do what she had to do.

I was washing my hands as the doctor came in. Alexa was already ready with her legs up and the sheet blocking her view from her lower area.

I put my gloves on and went to Alexa's side, as did her mom.

I was on the left side of her. Standing up so I could see Alexa's face when the baby was out, and Dr. Samuels pulling the baby out of her stomach.

This isn't how anyone wanted this to be.

"Ok Alexa. You're going to feel some pressure ok?"

Alexa just nodded and took in a shaky breath.

The doctor got the knife after putting some numbing gel on Alexa's stomach.

I'm glad that they out a sheet up because Alexa probably would have fainted at the sight.

I think I almost did.