The Story of My Life

A Break or a Break Up

A/N: Sorry I haven't updated in a week:( Iv'e been sick:/

Oh yeah and there will be a couple time skips in the next couple chapters!!!!

But anyway here's a new chapter hope you like it!!!!!

Alexa's POV

*A week later*

It's been a week since I found out that I was pregnant. The only person that still knows is Danielle. I've seen Louis the whole week and it's really hard to see him. I want to tell him but I'm afraid of what he'll say. I don't really know what I'd do if he left me. It's really hard seeing him because I hate keeping a scret from him. Especialy one this big.

I'm thinking about taking a break with him so I can figure out how to tell him. I just need space right now to figure out how to deal with this.

~Hey want to meet me at Starbucks~

~Sure love! When?~

~Whenever is fine~

~Is everything ok?~

I wish.

~Yeah I just want to talk to you~

I lie.

~Ok babe. How about in 5 mins. Is that good for you?~

~Yeah. That's fine.~

I get out of my cozy bed and put on my leather boots and grab my coat. It is november anyway. I sigh as I walk down the wood staircase and my hand slides down the railing attached to the stairs.

I think about when I get back from starbucks and how I'll be stuck in my room crying my eyes thinking about Louis. I really don't want to do this but I can't think of anything else better to do right now. My body feels numb thinking that I won't be calling Louis tonight to tell him that I love him or even worse, him calling me to say goodnight and that he loves me. I'm going to miss him calling me up late at night when he can't go to sleep. He is so corny sometimes. He says that he can't go to sleep without me and when I'm not there with him he dreams of me instead of sheep to get him to sleep. Now isn't that the corniest yet sweetst thing you've ever heard?

I feel something wet dropping from my right eye and falling on my cheek. I quickly wipe it away. Louis can't see me like this.

I step out of my convertible, witht he hood on of coarse, and and up the short amount of steps to open the door to starbucks. I hear the bell ring, telling people that someone just stepped in, and looked around for Lou. I spot him and start walking towards the direction where he is sat. I'm pleased with where he chose our seat to be because it's very hidden so people won't come and ask us for pictures. Or well ask Louis for pictures.

As I walk closer to the table I feel a slight tap on my shoulder. I turn around to see what looked like a 30 year old women with long, gorgeous brown locks, which dangled on the sides of her face.

"Hi. I'm Stacey. My daughter here is really shy but she was wondering if she could take a picture with you real qucik?"

Oh... well... I guess I spoke too soon.

"Um... yeah sure?" It comes out more of a question than an answer.

"You are Alexa Calder right? Louis Tomlinson from One Direction's girlfriend?" She asks.

"Oh yeah sorry," I say

"Thank you so much!" She squealed.

"Lacey come here and take a picture!" she encourages her daughter.