The Story of My Life

Over My Head

A/N: Ok so, you're going to be annoyed but, there's going to be two authors notes. One in the begining and one in the end. So, THERE HAS BEEN A CHANGE IN THE STORY!!!!! Alexa's twins were adopted. Great, I just realized that I now have to change the cover again!!!!! Woohoo! Ok but anyway, it won't effect the story at all. So yeah, just read on.

OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! LISTEN THE "OVER MY HEAD" BY THE FRAY WHILE READING THIS!!!!

Louis' POV

A week.

Only a week.

It's only been a week.

Just a week.

A week where I have found comfort in whiskey and vodka.

All because shes not here.

I don't want to be this way.

But there's nothing else to do until I have her back.

I keep on telling myself that she'll come back.

Everyone just keeps on saying the same thing though.

"Wait and see Lou."

"Mopeing around won't get you no where."

I know that they are right. But do I listen? No. When have I ever listened. If it weren't for not listening I wouldn't be who I am today. In both good and bad ways.

I know that shes alive and stuff. I know that she's going to school.

Harry's been talking to her. All of the boys have. They are all supportive about Alexa being pregnant and everything.

The thing that I don't get is, they are my friends. Mine. Not hers. I mean I understand Harry talking to her but not the other boys. And especially when they don't tell me if she's okay or anything. All they say is that she's okay and just doesn't want to see me yet. And that I just have to wait.

It seems like I've been waiting for years and years and years, when in reality, it's only been a week.

I wonder what she's doing. I bet she probably has her hand on her stomach feeling the baby kick. She's seven months pregnant today. If we didn't get in that fight, no sorry, if I wasn't such dick to her, or well just in general, we would be celebrating right now.

Everytime that she added another month to her pregnancy we would get a cake. Just for the fun of it. It would always say, "Just one month closer."

This month though, this month shes gone. All because of me.

Alexa's POV

The bell raqng and I walked out of social studies and went to my locker. I put everything that I needed into my locker and put my homework in my bookbag. The next step to my new routine was to go find Emma at her locker.

We decided to go to school in her car today. Therefore, she's my ride home.

I walk up to her and say, "Hi."

"Hey. Um I need to talk to you about something."

"Ok what?"

"Somewhere more private..." She says and closes her locker and drags me outside to her car.

I get hit immeaditly by the cool refreshing air. I love the month June. Also it's when school gets out. Only about another two days to go. Which I'm ecstatic about becasue this week we are having parties and the teachers and school are getting ready for the seniors graduations. So all of us other students just get to watch movies and sign yearbooks. Which I've had to sign a lot. Mostly stupid sophmore and freshman "directioners" that keep on asking how Louis' doing. It's really annoying. Especially when I'm very, very mad at him. No, I'm sorry, mad isn't the word thatv I was looking for. What I meant was, pissed. Pissed is what I am. Pissed.