Shadowhunters Preferences

Rapheal- Forgiveness Bites

WARNING: Dirty References
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     You were happy. Things were back to normal. Well as normal as they can get for you. You were back with Raph, in the Hotel Dumort. No more feeding on innocent people, no more hiding and seeking shelter. It was perfect.
     Except for one thing... You hadn't seen your family in over three months except for the time you recently bumped into Simon. You still felt guilty for that.
    "Raph?" You say going to sit on his lap to get his attention away from the book in his hand.
     "Yes baby girl?" He replied gladly putting down the book and focusing on you.
     "I wanna go see my family." You replied looking down. You didn't think he was going to let you but you just had to try. He wrapped his arms around your waist.
     "Why?" He asked snuggling his head into your neck leaving light kisses.
     "Although my brothers a complete douche, I miss him. I haven't even seen my mom or sister in the past three months." You sighed pulling away from him, knowing that he will distract you.
     "Are you sure baby girl?" He asked pulling you back closer not letting you go.
     "Yes." You say sighing in bliss as he takes a bite in your neck before pulling away and licking his lips.
     "Then let's see your mom and she sister first then we could go visit," he rolled his eyes, "Simon." I nodded my head in response before snuggling my head into his chest. "You know we really don't have to see Simon. He hasn't gotten any less annoying since you last saw him." Raphael says trying to convince you of changing your mind. He has been helping Simon with his cravings since he turned and sees him regularly.
     "I know," you sigh, "but he's still my brother and if I never see him again, I want to end on good terms." You finish before standing up.
      "Let's go." You say turning around so you were facing Raph while he sat on the couch. With his vampire speed he got up and pushed you against the wall.
    He started to kiss you pressing his lips on your mouth before making a trail down your jaw line to the base of your neck.
     "After this." He said before ripping (actually ripping) your shirt off.

***

   "Raph?" You said snuggling into his bare chest still a little out of breath.
     "Yes baby girl?". He said snuggling you closer
     "I'm so glad we invested in a bed." You laugh before sitting up, pulling the bed sheet with you and looking around seeing tattered clothes scattered on the floor.
     You then turned to see Raphael grabbing get his usual suit and heading for the bathroom. You stared for a moment enjoying how your life is. He then turned back and noticed you staring.
     "Get dressed baby girl. The sun has set and its only 8:00, your mom and sister should still be up." You sighed and stood up grabbing the clothes that Raphael had gotten out for you.
     You showered before putting on the dress. It had a white lace top and a navy blue skirt. You let your hair dry in natural waves and finished off the look with black heels. (Dress and heels above).
     "You look beautiful baby girl."
Raphael said while looking at you. He was in his usual attire.
     "As do you."
     "Shall we?" He asked holding his arm out. You bit your lip nervously.
     "Let's go meet my mom." You reply before talking his arm.

***

     You knocked on the door to your mom's apartment while holding Raphael's hand. You were completely nervous and kept shifting from one foot to another.
     "It gonna be okay baby girl." Raphael whispered in your ear before the door opened.
     "If you are trying to sell me cooki... Y/N?" Your mom said completely shocked that you were in front of her right now.
     "Him mom." You'd said nervously chewing your lip afraid of how your mom will react.
     "Oh Y/N!" She exclaimed before jumping on you for a hug and started to cry. "Its really you!" You hugged her back happy that she had reacted to your return in a good way.
     "Come in, my baby please, come in!" She exclaimed before ushering you and Raph inside. You both took a seat on the couch.
     "I'm just going to get your sister, REBECCA!" She yelled before sitting on the couch across from you.
     "What I'm studying?" You older sister says before she saw you. "Y/N!!" She screamed before running and hugging you. You stood up to return the hug before sitting back down.
     "Where us the world have you been?" She asked before sitting down beside mom. You looked down ashamed before asking,
     "What exactly had Simon told you?"
     "He said you met a guy," Rebecca started while staring down Raph.
     "And that you moved in with him because he was helping you with problems. Honey are you doing drugs??" Your mom finished. You bit your lip trying to think on what to say. That's when Raphael spoke up.
     "Your daughter wasn't in a really good place. She wasn't being treated so well by her peers and she turned to drinking as refuge. I found her and I cut a deal, I would help her with her problem if she joined in my work," You looked a Raphael and smiled. He wasn't lying at all.
     "She accepted and moved to my place, its very big, almost like a hotel and all my colleagues live there also. But while I was helping her, I couldn't help but fall in love. Ms. Lewis, I would do anything to protect your daughter and I apologize for keeping her from you for so long." You turned to your mom hoping that she was convinced.      
     "What kind of work are you exactly in?" She asked.
     "Antiques, we collect them, and usually sell them to museums." Your mom nodded before breaking out into a smile. You smiled back relieved that she was okay with your arrangement.

***

     You spent the next few hours talking and catching up before your a and Raphael left, promising to come back again.
     "I think its safe to say she approves of you." You say to Raphael as you both walk hand in hand along the streets. He laughed,
     "That is an understatement." You were glad you were back in contact with Rebecca and your mom. Now you just have to talk to Simon.
     You and Raphael walked to the abandoned church and waited outside for someone to come.
     Jace and Clary exit soon with their sereph blades in hand. Jace lowers his once he had seen that it was you, but Clary held hers up.
     "What do you want?" She said harshly. This is why you never really liked her.
     "I just want to know where Simon is." You reply calmly, not wanting to start anything with the redhead.
     "Y/N?" You heard the familiar voice of your brother call out as he exited the church.
     "Simon go back inside, I'll handle this demon." Clary says and you feel Raphael's grip tighten on you once he heard the redheads threat.
     "Clary that's my sister. I'll handle it." Clary put away her blade and looked at Jace.
     "We should notify everyone there was nothing out here." Jace said before leaving with Clary trailing behind him.
      "What are you doing here?" Simon asked as it was now just the three of you.
     "I wanted to talk to you." You replied.
     "Then talk." He replied curtly.
     "Thank you for telling mom and Rebecca I was safe."
     "Its not like you were going to do it." You looked down hurt at the way he was treating you again.
     "ENOUGH!" Raphael's voice boomed through the quiet night. "Stop acting like the victim here." He said to Simon who was shocked at the face Raphael had spoken. Simon looked down as you sighed pulling your hair to one side. The next thing you know Simon was beside you pulling your chin to the side and inspecting your neck.
     "What are these bites?!" He asked in a demanding voice. That's when Raphael had enough and threw Simon off of you.
     "You treat your little sister like crap, don't even try to talk to her then demand her tell you what she has been doing!" He yelled. Simon stayed on the ground letting Raphael's words sink in.
     "She came here because she wanted to make things okay between you, but you are noting but an ungrateful person. You don't deserve such a loving family. Let's go Y/N." The tears were seaming down your face as you left with Raphael.
     All you wanted to end things on a good note. But with Clary in Simons life, it was going to be hard. But that doesn't mean you are not going to try.