Shadowhunters Preferences

Requested Raphael Imagine

Requested by @kayliegh2315

     "WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS MY FAULT!?" You yell, unable to fathom the stupidity of this being your fault.
     "YOU HEARD ME! IF IT WEREN'T FOR YOU, I WOULDN'T OF BEEN DISTRACTED. WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST STAY AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE!" Raphael screamed back with fury. You took a step back as an emotionless face replaced your previously angry one.
     Raphael knew how that made you feel. Him telling you to leave him alone was like him stabbing you through the heart. He knew what your 'parents' always said to growing up. Sure you never had a scratch on your body but your mind was always filled with the thoughts of be a burden. Why couldn't you just leave him alone?
     "Okay." You replied with a emotionless tone. You face was completely void of emotion as you walked past him towards the door, making sure you bumped his shoulder.
     Before getting too far, Raphael grabbed your wrist. Hard.
     "Don't you dare walk away from me." He seethed in a deadly tone. Your face remained void, unaffected by the tone he used with you.
     "I'm not walking away from you," you started seeing the relief flood his eyes, "I'm leaving you alone."
     His eyes turned soft like he just now realized what he said to you. You paid no mind as you ripped your wrist away from his. He may have been a vampire, but you were a shadowhunter. You could take on a demon any day.
     You were thankful it was almost daylight out so you could make a clean escape out of the hotel du Mort.
Your demeanour was intimidating so no mundane would even think to approach you as you walked back to the institute. You were livid. Never is all your months of dating Raphael have thing ever gone this bad. It had been 18 months, all for nothing.
     You could still remember the day you two had first met almost two years ago. You had been going on a solo mission when Raph and a few other vampires decided to show up. You thought you had been outnumbered but it turned out the vampires were there to help. That demon did piss everyone off.
     After a quick introduction it was obvious that you and Raph had chemistry. It was practically visible. After three months of late night Rendezvous, Alec, Jace, and Izzy had been noticing your sneaking out at night and demanded to meet the mystery man who you enjoyed your nights with.
     It was safe to say that Alec and Jace completely despised Raphael and were angry at you. They didn't talk to you unless they had to for two weeks. Well Alec took three. Izzy just smirked and made a comment. It was something like for someone who has been sneaking out every night, you two still have a lot of sexual tension. You had rolled your eyes at that.
     You still had to explain to the boys how Raphael was just late night fun, and that if it came down to it, you could kill him easily. The boys then accepted your actions and forgave you.
     About two months after that, you had been put to the test. But didn't succeed. You were able to kill the rest of the vampires, but when it got down to Raph, you just couldn't. That's when your relationship started.
     You shook the thoughts from your head. You should've just killed him there, it would've been easier now.
     You had made it back to the institute, near dusk, and you were ready to throw yourself into some sort of activity to distract you.
     As you entered, Jace was the first to greet you.
     "What happened?" He asked. You were a little confused as to how he knew, but as you glanced to your reflection on a screen behind him, you noticed your cheeks were extra pink and your eyes were glossy.
     "Don't worry about it." You replied quietly before putting your head down and quickly walking past him. He looked at you confused at your strange behaviour. You were one of the strongest people he knew, you never let your emotions get the better of you.
     You quickly put yourself behind one of the main computers and started typing away. That's when Jace came up again.
     "Raphael is here to see you." He said carefully, eying your reaction. You rolled your eyes at Raphael's stupidity.
     "Send him away." You reply monotonously, your eyes not breaking contact with the screen.
     "Why?" Jace asked, curious, "troubled in paradise?"
     You turned to Jace with a face so full of emotion, he stepped back. The hurt, anger, and sadness was the clearest but he also saw regret.
     "Because I don't want to see him. Is that so hard for you to understand." You snapped, unable to contain your anger. You hear a snap and turned you head to the keyboard underneath you fingers to see it somehow broke in half. You pushed yourself back from the desk and got up.
     "I'm going to go train for a bit." You mumbled pushing past Jace again and towards the training room. The pieces clicked for Jace. Why you were actually at the institute at this time. Why you couldn't control your emotions. Why you didn't want to see Raphael. The two of you had broken up.
     "Hey Alec!" Jace called as Alec entered the main part of the institute, "can you get this keyboard replaced." Jace said pointing to the one you just broke. Alec nodded confusingly as Jace raced outside to talk to the one person you didn't want to see anymore.
     "What happened?!" Jace whisper yelled at the vampire. Jace then took the time to observe Raphael's face. The wet streaks on his checks, the desperateness on his face, the regret shining through his eyes.
     "Please," Raphael's voice cracked, "please let me talk to her." Jace's stance softened at the tone of Raphaels voice. He really was sorry for what he had said to you.
     "She doesn't want to see you right now." Jace muttered in response as Raphael nodded and turned to walk away.