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Make Up (Part 2)

Alec: You haven't left your room in two weeks. Your eyes were red and puffy from crying and your head was filled with what ifs. What if I just showed him how I felt? Would it all be better. You sat on your bed crying before you heard a knocking on the door.
"Go away Magnus, I'm fine!" The door opened revealing Izzy.
"He girly. I figured since Alec was doing terrible, you must be feeling something." She sat on the bed as you sniffled. "He's a wreck without you." She said softly.
"He should of thought of that before." You said before face planting into your pillow. She got up sighing at you.
"Well I just wanted to check up on you. I'm giving you two more days before I'm dragging your butt out of here." You groaned on response and she just laughed.
The next day you woke up to another knock on the door.
"You said two days Izz not one." You said in a sleepy voice. The door opened and Alec stepped into your room. You immediately got up but you already knew you looked like complete and utter crap.
"I just came to say sorry." He whispered. You barley heard it as you looked down tears spilling down your face. You felt your bed dip as Alec's finger lifted your chin up forcing you to look at him.
     "Hey princess, don't cry." You had a little laugh while tears were pouring down your cheeks. This was the first time he ever saw you cry.
     "The funny thing is I should be the one apologizing. I should of listened to you trying to show you how I feel more, I ju.." He cut you off by shushing you and pulling you onto his lap. You rested you head on his shoulder while he stroked your hair trying to calm you down.
     "Hey it's okay. I'm sorry. We can go back to the way we were." But this time you stopped crying. You looked up to him.
     "But I'll try harder." He smiled and looked down at you before kissing your lips.
     Everything was okay.

Magnus: You were training non-stop. Doing what you could to get your mind off of Magnus. Your siblings noticed this and got curious. Usually on your free time you were with him. As you practiced with Hodge, Alec and Izzy came in the room.
"So where's Magnus?" Alec asked.
"I don't know." You replied still practicing with Hodge.
"Why don't you know?" Izzy asked.
"I don't care."
"Well can you at least go talk to him?" Izzy said her tone getting annoyed because of your attitude.
"Don't count on it." You continue  your battle while she left the room with a sigh.
"You know Magnus is really worried." Alec said. That one statement Bering hope that he still cared caused you to get distracted and Hodge took you down. He then left figuring it was a private conversation. Alec the came and helped you out.
"He's been calling about you every day. He doesn't even know what he did." You laugh bitterly at that last statement.
"You can tell him to ask Camille." Alec scrunched his eyebrows.
"He was only going to Camille's to help us with our mission." You turned to him.
"Then why wasn't I apart of this."
"Because we only needed to get a book. It was just me, Clary,and Magnus. It's to help wake up Jocelyn." You just realized what you've done. Freaking out on Magnus for no reason.
"I've gotta go." You muttered before running out of the institute. Once you reached Magnus' apartment, you just barged in, not caring on what was going on inside.
     "Magnus!" You called hoping he would respond. Once he didn't you ran to his room to see him sleeping on his bed. You sighed in relief he's not ignoring me. You say indian style on his bed quietly making sure not to wake him up. He stirred in his sleep resting his head on your lap. You started stroking his hair as tears fell down your face.
     "I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry. I should've asked what you were doing before jumping to conclusions first. I got jealous that you went to Camille's. I'm just the crazy jealous girlfriend. Now you're going to wake up and kick me out. You probably hate me." Magnus suddenly got up and rubbed the tears off your face.
     "I would never hate you. Angry yes, hate never." You just hugged him your tears staining his shirt.
     "I'm so sorry." You kept repeating. He just shushed you holding you in his arms. You stayed like that for five minutes just enjoying each other's presence when Magnus suddenly pulled away.
     "So, you were jealous?"

Simon: You were hurt. A fatal wound caused by a demon. Jace held you in his arms getting you to the infirmary quickly. Simon had been there in a suit and a bouquet of flowers to come apologize when you got back but when he seen you his heart broke. He followed Jace trying to figure out what was going on. Alec was comforting Izzy as she cried for her parabatai, scared. You were unconscious. Simon turned to Alec and Izzy begging for help. For once Alec wasn't annoyed with him,
     "A demon, it's really bad." Simon dropped the flowers, red roses, your favourite. He was pulling his hair out in frustration. He could loose you.
     After a week Simon has been by your side. Jace, Izzy, and even Alec visiting constantly to check up on you. You still haven't woken up.
     "I hate to say it but I told you so. You shouldn't of gone on that mission. You shouldn't of." Simon said crying while clutching your hand.
     "But then it would've been someone else." You replied with a quiet raspy voice.
     "Y/N?"
     "Yup." You replied before going into a coughing fit.
     "Hey, hey your okay." You finally calmed down.
"Now you see why I couldn't not go on the mission. What if it was Jace, Izzy, or even Alec?"
"But now it's you and it hurts me that your hurt." He paused before continuing, "But I understand why you went." You smiled at him.
"And that's why I love you."

Jace: You sat on Jace's bed, waiting for his return.
"Y/N." He said surprised that you were in his bedroom. "What are you doing?" You turned to him letting all your emotions show on your face.
"I think we should break up." He looked at you confused. He could see the hurt and a hint of anger on your face but he didn't know why.
"Why?"
"Because you obviously have something going on with Clary and I don't think I can handle the fact that you care more about her than me." He looked even more confused now.
"What gave you the that idea?" You let a short hollow laugh escape your mouth.
"I did. You have been interested in her since you first saw her. And after that it's always been you that has helped her with training or be on her side in an argument."
"Y/N, that doesn't mean she means more to me than you. Just because I care for her doesn't mean I don't care for you. I love you Y/N, not her." You didn't realize you were crying until the tear fell down your check. He pulled you into a hug.
"I love you too."

Raphael: He left you alone. It's been over three months and he left you alone. You had too much pride to go back to your brother and his friends so you've been alone. You wander the streets of Brooklyn at night and seek shelter by day. Just because you didn't go back to your brother doesn't mean you haven't seen him. You pass him on the streets at night while he's on a mission.
"Y/N are you okay? Where's Raphael?" Simon asked. That's how much he knows.
"Tell me and we'll both know. Its not like I should, we were completely platonic." You reply monotonous. You haven't cried or broken down. You are a strong independent women. You walked away from Simon. Cold and heartless was this new thing for you.
     What you didn't know us that Raphael had been watching over you for quite sometime. As you walked the streets he would look at you from rooftops, as you partied in clubs he would stand on the other side of the room and watch you. His heart broke and he wished he could go back and help you. But he knew you would never forgive him.
     You continued walking down the street.
     "Hey doll face, what are you doing all alone." It was a drunk man but you sensed he was something else. You ignored him and kept walking.
     "Hey don't walk away from me!" He shouted. All a sudden you were pinned on a old brick building with his hand around your neck. He was a vampire.
     "I told you not to walk away from me." He was then ripped off of you as you gasped for breath. A pair of arms held on to you as you started crying, fed up with this.
     "Shhhh. It's okay, you're okay baby girl. I've got you."
     "Raph??" You ask your voice shaky.
     "Yes baby girl, I got you and I will never leave you again."