"You never really loved me did you? Why did you pretend to, Dan? You know nothing good could have come out of that." Phil wiped at his eyes angrily, glaring at Dan.
"I wanted to Phil. I want to love you so much that I thought maybe I could learn to love you. But it just doesn't work that way. I'm so sorry. . ." Dan looked down, tears streaming down his face.
"Sorry doesn't fix what you've done to me. And to think I had thought you were the one. The one who would mend my broken heart, but instead you shattered it even more than before. What you've done is unforgivable and I'd appreciate it if you'd just stay out of my life." Phil turned and walked away. All Dan could do was watch his back recede from him.
"I'm so sorry, Phil," Dan whispered, sinking to the ground as more tears streamed down his face.
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And one day Dan did finally fall in love with Phil Lester - even if it was from a far - but by then he was too late. Another man had captured Phil's heart and it seemed it would stay that way for a very long time.
Dan never forgot about Phil, never stopped loving him, but he did come to realize that he would never have his Phil back and that the memories from when they were teenagers would have to stay just that.
Phil had moved away a few years after Dan had realized he was in love. So now all Dan has left of Phil is memories. That's all Phil Lester was now; memories.
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Is this really crappy? I feel like it is but I'm working on the longer one shots rn so I just wrote this up really quick idk. Tell me what you think please -kaitlyn
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one shots // phan
Fanfictionjust some one shots i write when i suddenly get an idea. i take requests so message me if you have one.
