Brokenhearted

Chapter 2

Chapter 2

           "Hey Cait!" I was greeted by an excited yell before being pulled into a sudden gummy bear hug. Wow. Beth could really be so hyper at times. 'Beth' is Bethany Katie Lynch for short. She is also my best friend and a really good confidant apart from Megan.

             The three of us became really close friends because of the regular gatherings at the lads' house. For your information, Beth is Nathan's cousin, but I'm unfazed by that fact cause Beth is a really nice girl compared to that horrible beast who bullies me all the time. I wonder what leads to such a huge difference in their personalities.

             "What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be in school?" Beth asked me with confusion written all over her face. "Then what are you doing here at home?" I smirked at her cheekily.

              Just then, a guy popped out from the kitchen. "Harry?!" I gasped. "HARRY STYLES?!" I exclaimed louder this time. "You two..." my voice slowly trailed off. "We're dating" Beth smiled shyly before giving Harry a peck on his cheek.

             "Ha! I knew it! No wonder you were in a guys' shirt!" Beth blushed even further and looked down. "So someone's up for some sexytime huh?" I continued teasing her. "Oh shut up!" Beth hit my arm playfully. "HAHAHAHAHAHA" I burst into a fit of giggles. Beth can be really cute when she's shy.

              Just when I was about to enter my room, I was shoved roughly against the wall. "N..N..Nathan" I couldn't stop stammering. "W..what..d..do..you want?" God damn it. You see, this is what happens whenever I'm nervous. I closed my eyes, waiting for him to hit me, but the impact never came.

               I opened my eyes warily, expecting to see a pair of angry eyes glaring at me. Instead, I saw his emerald green eyes filled with guilt. "I...I just wanted to say...sorry" he stammered nervously.

               My eyes widened at what he just said. Did Nathan James Sykes just apologize to me? As our eyes met once again, I could feel the adrenaline rushing through my body and for once there was something intriguing about his eyes that made me feel safe around him.

              What in the world are you thinking, Caitlyn Seraphina Lovelace? You can't fall in love with Nathan! He's your bully! However, another voice was constantly bugging me, Don't be afraid, Caitlyn. He won't hurt you. He's really sincere about his apology.

              Just when I was lost in thoughts, Nathan suddenly grabbed me by my chin and planted a kiss on my lips. I knew this was so wrong, but it just felt so right to me. I wanted to push him away, but it really felt amazing and I didn't want it to end just like that.

              Just when our kiss got more heated, I felt him slipping his hand underneath my top and I realized this was so wrong. I couldn't do this with him. He's my bully! I pushed him away firmly and ran off, embarassed. What was I thinking? Why did I even give in to that kiss? I made a horrible mistake, a HUGE one. I really don't know how I'm gonna face him again.

           I laid on my bed, fighting a constant battle between my head and heart. Maybe I like him? "No you don't. You can never fall in love with him! He's your bully!"  I heard a tiny voice echo at the back of my head. "He likes you, Cait. He's really sorry for what he'd done all these years and he's trying to make it up to you!" another voice lingered in my mind. UGH. I have never felt so uncertain about my feelings before. I just know that Nathan James Sykes made my high school life so miserable for me. But another side of me tells me that I actually like him. EWW! Who would actually fall for their bully?! I shuddered at that thought and buried my face in my pillow, trying to wipe off the embarassing incident from my mind.