EndgAme? ~ Ezria story

Chapter 65 - Interview

Arias POV:

I really cannot comprehend how much I do not want to go into that interview room right now. Not now I mean, I just want to sit alone in a room.

Ezra and Dave is just hanging out at the bar of this place while I get interviewed.

I walk up to my door with Sandra, one of my agents, and freeze once I put my handle on the door.

I get flashbacks of when I was kidnapped.

The stamp on the ribs that probably broke them. The stamp on my wrists to pin me down to stop fighting back when they hit me.  Blood and bruises was what I was. I don't think there was a human part of me left from the outside. I was a mess. They made me a mess.

Not to mention the agony of anticipation of when the next time they would come barging through the door. It's like I expected it. It's like that is all I'm used to now. But everything's changed you're thinking right? Yeah it has, but those memories will always still be burnt in my head. They will never go.

I can't talk to anyone about it because they already know all of this stuff and I don't want them to feel sorry for me. I hate that  feeling of being weak. I hate that feeling. I want to feel strong. I want to be powerful.

"Aria? Are you okay?" Sandra asked me. I nodded. "Im going to sit out here okay?" She said.

"Yeah that's fine.." I said. She normally comes in with me Incase of weird interviewers but I shrugged it off. Maybe she knew one of these people. But she's supposed to be professional about things like this. I don't care anyway right now I just want to go in my bed and be alone. Not have to speak to anyone.

I push and fight through my urge to turn away from the interview but I push myself to open the door. 

As soon as I open the door my worries and thoughts become slightly tamed enough to put a smile on and tell them everything's okay.

"Aria!" Louis shouted.

"Hi! You okay?" I smiled and put on a smile.

"NEVER BEEN BETTER! Sandra saw me earlier and gave me chocolate!" Louis shouted.

"I didn't realise you guys were going to interview me?" I stated smiling still.

"Yeah! We were so happy to hear about us interviewing you," Liam replied.

"Well I'm happy too! So before we start how is you new life in New York?" I ask them all.

"It's so nice! It's basically like a change of scenery. Anddddd, we got our sister close by!" Zayn said. I gave him a genuine smile.

"And I've got my brothers all back.." I smiled at each one of them. They all smiled and looked like little angels bless them.

"I miss the bakery back at Cheshire. But I'm growing up and I need to get used to this place. I love it though.." Harry replied.

"That's good! I want to visit England one time. You guys would come with me right?" I try to smile and block out my recent thoughts.

"How rude!" Niall said as he gasped like a diva.

"What?" I asked confused.

"What you meant to say was England AND Ireland!" He said shocked.

"And Ireland.." I stifled a laugh.

"Right lads grab your interview question cards from the table.." Liam said as everyone got up to get the cards from the table behind them.

I look down trying to calm my thoughts from earlier.

"LOUIS. HOW CAN YOU FORGET ALL OF THE CARD-" Zayn shouted at Louis but then stopped when he turned to me to see my face expression. "Aria? Are you okay?" He asked as all of the other lads and him walked towards me.

I tried not to cry but just nodded and said "Yeah yeah I'm fine.." Sniffling slightly.

"You're not though... What's happened?" Harry asked concerned and all of the others agreed.

"Just thoughts that's all.. Nothing this big girl can't handle.." I laughed as my eyes were watery with tears.

"Aria...." Niall said.

"Just from the thing.." I said as a tear fell down my face. Louis wipe away my tear.

"Don't cry my little sister.." He then said as he gave me a cuddle.

"Which thing" Liam asked.

"What I told you at Simons office..." I said crying more.

"Oh aria.." Harry sighed and gave me a hug.

"My offer of beating them up is still on offer if you want to take it?" Zayn said with a smile. I laughed.

"Zayn. You couldn't hurt a fly.." Niall laughed.

"Niall.. I'm pretty sure I could." Zayn glared.

"Boys boys. Split it up." Liam said.

"Please don't we'd wanna watch this.." Louis and Harry said. Liam gave them the Are you serious look.

"Aria, you know we're always here if you can't handle the thoughts." Liam said genuinely.

"Thank you.." I said as I completely wiped my tears and put on my brave face. My proper brave face this time.

"Anyway let's get this interview done!" Harry said.

"Yeah with out made up questions seeing as someone....." Zayn said as he turned to look at Louis. "Forgot the cards."

"Ah it'll be easy. We got a brain it'll be a breeze.." Niall said.

"Niall. Don't forget we are being recorded as this interview will go on YouTube and other websites." Louis said.

"Louis mate. Stop digging yourself into a deeper hole because you are the one who forgot the cards.." Liam's said.

"Blahhh blahh blah. Cards are nothing. It'll be more fun!" Louis said.

"Well okay then! Let's get it started!" I smile.

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