Mistakes - Treegan

'Heartbreak'

Troian's POV
Did that just really happen? Keegan just told me he loves me. And I rejected him. Why did I do that ughhhhhh. I mean I am getting married to Patrick so it was a good thing to do.
"Do you want me to drive you home?" I hear Keegan say.
"Yes that would be good thanks" I reply with a forced smile.
The car drive is silent all the way. No words. No conversation. Nothing. It wasn't awkward. It was just... empty.
"See you tomorrow" He says.
"Yeah see you tomorrow." I smile and get out the car.
I walk up to my house and as I'm closing my door, I pull a cute smile at Keegan.

I walk inside my living room to find Patrick sitting there.
"Troian you're finally back.. And there's something I need to say.." Patrick says the second he sees me walking in.
"Yeah what's up?" I smile and sit down next to him.
"Uhm I can't marry you..." He says really quietly but I just about hear him.
"W h a t ? !"
"Why not?!"
"What's going on?"
"Just tell me why you can't marry me!"
I throw all these questions at him.
"Because I've been seeing someone else.."
As I hear those words come out his mouth, I look at him shocked.
"I..I...I" wow two shocks in a night how great is that. First Keegan and now Patrick. This night can't get any worse. But knowing me, it probably will.
"Okay. If this is the way it's going to be, then okay. I just want you to be happy. So I'll come back tomorrow and pack my things. But for tonight.. I'll stay with someone who actually needs me in there life." I say and run out the house.

But where would I go? A thought came into my mind. No. I can't go there. My mind was telling me to not go, but my heart. Well let's just say it had different plans. So I started walking to his house. Keegan's house.

*10 minutes of walking*
As I arrived at his home, I knocked on his door. A sleepy and shirtless Keegan showed up. It looked like he had been crying. "Troian" He said and it also sounded like he had been crying. "What are you doing here?" He looked straight into my eyes.
"Would you mind if I stayed for the night? Or a couple of nights? I'll explain in a minute." I said with a shaky voice.
"Yeah of course, you can have the guest bedroom."
"Thank you Keegs"
He let me inside and I told him the full story about what happen with me and Patrick.
He put his arms around me as he comforted me. He kept whispering into my ear.
"It's going to be alright, don't worry okay."
I just kept sobbing into his chest, and I eventually got sleepy in his arms.
I forgot to ask him about why it looked like he was crying but I'll ask him in the morning.
He takes me to the guest room and I fall asleep right there.

I wake up in the middle of the night crying from a nightmare. It was about me and Patrick going our different ways. That he left me. I just kept crying as my mind went over the nightmare I just had. And then it came to me. That nightmare was real. He did leave me.
I kept crying until I heard a knock on my door.
"Who is it?" I say trying to keep my sobs together.
"It's Keegan, Troian are you okay?" He says softly.
"Ye..ah I..m fine.." I kept sobbing quietly.
"I know you're not I can hear you're crying, please just let me in." His voice sounds worried and scared.
I slowly stand up from the floor and walk over to the door. As soon as I open it, I run into Keegan's arms and cry into his chest.
"Shhh, shhh let's go to my room and you can tell me what happened yeah?" He kept stroking my hair as he held me tight in his arms.
I nodded slightly. "Okay" I said nearly as a whisper.

Keegan's POV
(Flashback to before Troian came to his house)
After I drove Troian home, my mood instantly dropped. I knew I should have just kept it to myself. I knew it I knew it I knew it!
Once I got home, I started walking upstairs to my room. There was this voice that kept saying "See? I told you. She will never love you. She's with Patrick. Why didn't you get that into your head Keegan?"
"Go away" I said aloud.
I got into my pjs which was just some bottoms and that's about it. I dropped down onto my bed. I started thinking about tonight and 10 minutes later I was sitting there crying. That stupid little voice was right. She'll never love me. She's getting married for goodness sake.
I was interrupted from my thoughts as I heard a knock on the door. I quickly wiped away my tears and went to open it. Troian was standing there nearly crying.
"Troian" I said as a surprise.
"What are you doing here?" I say trying to not make it sound like I've been crying.
"Could I stay for the night? Or a couple of nights?" She says with her shaky voice.
"I'll explain in a minute."
"Yeah of course, you can have the guest bedroom." I said.
Troian came in and explained everything about her and Patrick to me. She started sobbing into my chest and I put my arms around her.
"It's going to be okay" I whisper into her ear.
A couple minutes later, she starts to feel sleepy so I take her upstairs and into the guest bedroom. She fell asleep right away.
(Flashback over)
I woke up to hear Troian crying and I quickly rushed to her room. I knocked on the door.
"Who is it?" She said. I could hear her crying.
"It's Keegan, Troian are you okay?"
"Yeah.. I'm.. fine.."
"I know you're not, I can hear you're crying, please just let me in."
And with that she opened the door and ran straight into my arms.
"shh, shh let's go to my room and you can tell me what happened yeah?"
"Okay" she says her voice a whisper.
We walk to my room and she lays down onto my chest.
"Do you still want to talk about what happened? And why you were crying?"
"Do you mind if we don't, it makes me want to cry again if I go over it in my mind.." Troian says looking down.
"Of course I don't mind, hey it's gonna be okay. I promise you" I say and lift her chin up making her eyes connect with mine.
"Thank you Keegan, you really are the worlds bestest friend" She smiles and puts her head back down on my chest.
I wish I was more than a just a friend. I think to myself. But shake it off instantly.
Troian finally drifts back to sleep.
"You're so cute when you're sleeping" I chuckle quietly watching her chest go up and down in peace.
"I love you" I say looking up at the ceiling.
"I'll always love you" is the last thing I say until I also drift off to sleep.

aw look how cute these guys are. but only because I made them smh. They're always cute anyways:)
Hope you enjoyed this chapter!
lotta love x