Mistakes - Treegan

'Missing your embrace'

(Still Troian's POV)
He looks at me with those blue eyes that I fell in love with.

"Troian, I want to apologise for everything. I know Lucy is having another baby, but I don't want it.. I know that's really bad to say but I just want you back Troian. I have missed you like crazy and I haven't done anything else for the past 3 weeks other than think about you."

Keegan finishes and I stand there shocked at what to say. Am I happy that he doesn't want the baby or am I sad? I don't know what I'm feeling about that right know.

"Keegan I understand, but you need to talk this through with Lucy before you make any big decisions. I don't know how to feel about that but I do know one thing Keegs."

I step closer to him.

"I know that I love you." I smile.
He smiles back and then leans in to kiss me. At first he was gentle but then he went a little rough which I didn't mind. God how much I've missed these lips. And everything else about him.

"I love you too" Keegan gives me a huge smile and hugs me.
"I've missed your hugs." I chuckle.
"And I've missed everything about you." He whispers in my ear.

"Troian who is it?" Shay shouts from the kitchen.
"It's Keegan." I say.
She runs out to the front door where me and him are standing as fast as possible.
"Keegan is here?" She asks shocked.
"Yes he is and he's right in front of you." I laugh.
"Hi Keegan." She laughs.
"Hey" He chuckles lightly.

(Keegan's POV)
We all head inside and sit down.
I walk up to Shay.
"Hey do you know any places which are quite romantic around here?" I whisper making sure Troian doesn't hear.
"Yeah why?" She whispers back.

I pull out the small from my pocket and shake it in front of her.
"Because of this." I say quietly.
"omg!!" She shouts.
Troian rushes into the kitchen and looks at both.
"Is everything okay?" She asks.
I quickly hide the small box.
"Oh yeah sorry I didn't mean shout, Keegan was just showing me something on his phone." Shay laughs.
"Oh right okay." Troian chuckles and then walks back into the living room.

After she's gone back inside, I smack Shay's arm.
"Ouch what was that for?" She says rubbing her arm.
"For nearly ruining my plan." I say.
"Oops sorry." She laughs quietly.
"Anyways, do you know any places then?" I ask.
"Oh yeah, there's this place which I absolutely adore and it will be perfect for this situation." Shay says pulling up her laptop.

Once I know where this place is, I walk inside the living room and see that Troian has fallen asleep. I smile at the sight. I walk over to her and pick her up. I don't want to wake her so I gently carry her to her room and lay her down on the bed. I feel quite sleepy so I lay down next to her and pull her closer to me. Eventually I fall asleep too.

I wake up with Troian by my side all cuddled up. How much I missed this. I can see her eyes opening up slightly.
"Morning gorgeous." I smile down at her.
"Morning." She gives me a small smile and I see a look in her eyes. I can't make out what it is but it seems like she's really happy.

There's a knock on the door.
"Guys I have to go for a photoshoot, are you gonna be okay alone?" I hear Shay ask.
"Yeah we'll be fine, we will go out to that place you recommended yesterday." I smile.
"Well have fun and there's a spare set of keys on the kitchen counter, see you guys later!!" She says and with that she's gone.
"What place did Shay recommend?" Troian asks and we lock eyes.
"Oh just some cute place where I thought we could take a walk." I say never leaving her sight.
"Okay." She smiles and leans in to kiss me.
"What was that for?" I say smiling.
"It was a good morning kiss." She chuckles getting out of bed.
"Where are you goingggg, come baaack." I say whining.
"I have to take a shower, Keegan it's 11am" She laughs.
"We slept a little too much." I laugh.
"Well that's what jet lag does to you." She says walking to the bathroom.

Once, Troian's finished with her shower, we both get ready and head downstairs.
"I've missed this. I've missed us. I know I keep saying that, but I've just missed you so much." She says hugging me.
"I've missed you too." I say hugging back.
"Let's eat some breakfast yeah and then we could go take that walk." I smile thinking of the thought and the small box.

The small box.

I can't remember where I put it.
"Hey I'm just gonna run upstairs quickly. I forgot something." I say and run as fast as I can upstairs.
I look around the room and find the ring under my pile of clothes, I sigh of relief. And in the corner of my eye I can see Troian standing there looking at the ring in my hand.
"Who's that for?" She smiles.
"I got it for my mom as her birthday is coming up." I smile putting it back in the box.
"Oh right." I can hear the ting disappointment in her voice.
"Yeah I was just worried that I lost it." I say standing up.
"Well should we get going?" She asks.
"Yeah let's go." I smile and walk out the room.

We drive to the place Shay said and Troian gives me a confused look.
"What?" I laugh noticing it.
"This doesn't look like the place Shay described, she said there would be a café and things like that you know." She chuckles.

"But I don't mind at all, actually I'm relieved. Now it will be peaceful and not crowded." Troian smiles at me taking my hands in hers.

"Yeah it will be peaceful." I smile back and we get out the car.

We walk around the lake a few times until we realise that we've been walking for hours. We talked things out and I'll sort everything out with Lucy once we get back to LA.

"Troian." I stop in my tracks and so does she.
"What's wrong?" She asks in concern.
"Nothing, I just need to ask you something." I smile.
"Okay." She smiles.

I couldn't be more excited to ask her this question.

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; Sorry I left you on a cliffhanger kinda? The next chapter will have the proposal and stuff, so be excited!!
lotta love x