Mistakes - Treegan

'Taking a few days away'

(Troian's POV)
"Well then who is?" Keegan asks Lucy as I just sit there silently watching them.
"You are." Lucy says.
As she says those words, everything comes rushing back and I start to remember everything.
"Is this some joke?" I speak up.
They both look at me.
"Troian I'm so sorry" I hear Lucy say.
"Save it."
I stand up and rush out the room.
"How is MY boyfriend my bestfriends baby's father? oh I'm kinda glad that it's dead." I say walking down the street away from Lucy's house.
"But how did it happen?.." I say thinking hard about how this happened.
"Oh wait..."
I think about the time we all went out Shay's birthday..
( again italics mean flashbacks x)
We were all heading out for Shay's birthday to some club and me and the girls were just laughing while we were in the cab.
When we arrived we ordered a load of drinks. We got very very drunk.
As it got later in the night, I saw Keegan and Lucy dancing closely and then Keegan whispered something in her ear and then they were right out the club.
I saw them get into a cab.
That must have been when it happened. I didn't realise I was full on crying my eyes out until my sleeves got covered in tears.
I ran all the way home and when I got there I just sat in a corner and I cried.
"I thought he loved me!!" I shout.
But then I realise that we weren't together at that time. I mean this was only a few months ago but still.
Why would he not tell me that he slept with Lucy?
I need to stop thinking about all this. I just need something to take my mind off it..
I slowly get up and walk to my bed. I fall asleep quite quickly as my eyes and head hurt.

(Lucy's POV)
"Look Keegan I'm sorry that I didn't tell you but you're not gonna be a father to my child now because it's gone. It's dead. And I'm sorry if I've messed things up with you and Troian." I say after she ran out.
"We promised each other that we would not speak of that night again. And then this comes up!" Keegan says.
"You don't have to worry about the baby anymore though Keegan, I'm getting it removed next week. You could come with me to the hospital." I say looking at him.
"Yes of course I'm going to be there. Did you know the gender of it?" He asks.
"It was going to be a girl." I say.
"Just a couple days after my gender scan, I had lost it.." I start to trail off.
"I know this all seems hard right now but I'm here for you. And we'll get through this together." He says and puts his arm around me.
"But I need to tell Troian about that night Luce, she deserves to know. I know she's hurting right now but I also need to be there for her too." Keegan says looking down at me.
"Yeah I understand that don't worry. After all she is your girlfriend." I pull a small smile.
"I'll talk to you soon okay?" He says standing up.
"Yeah, I'll text you later." I say and with that he's out the door.

(Keegan's POV)
I start walking really quickly back home to Troian. God what she must be going through right now. I've done this to her. But why did Lucy tell me and Troian?
Never mind that. I need to make sure she's okay.

As soon as I get through the front door I shout her name.
"Troian?"
"Where are you?"
I rush upstairs and see that she's sleeping. "I'm not gonna wake you, we can discuss this in the morning."
I walk and shut the bedroom door.

The next morning.
I wake up on the couch and the things that happened yesterday rush straight to my mind. In the corner of my eye I see someone standing there and I quickly turn my head. Troian.
"Troian you're up." I say looking at her.
"Yes Keegan I'm up." She says with no emotion.
"Hey you got my name right this time." I chuckle trying to make a joke.
"Oh maybe because I remember everything. Everything Keegan." She says looking me in the eyes.
"What?.." I say shocked as I stand up.
"Yes. You heard me correctly. I do remember everything that happened before the car crash."
"That makes me really happy Troian, but we need to talk about what happened yesterday." I say trailing off.
"Yeah we do."
Troian comes and sits down on the couch next to me.
"I understand that we weren't together at the time when you and Lucy had that night.. But it still hurt me Keegan. Knowing that you hid that from me." She says and I can see tears forming in her eyes.
"I'm sorry Troian, but me and Lucy made a promise that we would never speak of it. Or tell another soul." I say as I look up and meet her eyes.
"It was a mistake." I add.
"I get that, I really do, but from now can we not keep secrets like this? I mean what if her she hadn't lost her baby? What were you going to do then?" She says with a tears rolling down her cheek.
"I promise you that I won't keep things like this from you again. And I don't know what would have happened. But Troian, I'm really sorry." I say and then the tears start.
"I forgive you." She gives me a small smile.
"But I do need some time to just clear my head and think about everything. Do you mind if I have a few days alone?" She asks.
"No of course I don't, whatever makes you feel better. Take as long as you need. I'll be here waiting for you." I smile looking into her beautiful eyes that I fell in love with.
"Thanks Keegs." She smiles back.
"The thing is I've already booked a hotel for me and Ashley to go and just relax. And I packed everything yesterday.." I hear her say quietly.
"Wow eager to get away from me?" I chuckle playfully nudging her shoulder.
"I'll miss you though." Troian says pulling a cute sad face.
"But you'll be back in a few days wont you?" I smile and hug her tightly.
"Yeah of course I will."
I hear a horn from outside.
"That must be Ashley, I've got to go but I'll call you when I get there yeah?" She says standing up and walking over to the kitchen and pulling out her suitcases.
"Yeah and how many suitcases are you taking? You're only going for like a week." I laugh.
"Well you know, a girl needs her supplies." She chuckles softly.
I watch her walk to the door and she looks back at me before she leaves.
"Goodbye Keegan." She says and with that she was gone.

But Keegan had no idea Troian wasn't coming back...

oh what a sad ending to a chapter:(( sorry!! But I kinda have figured out what's gonna happen:)) Don't worry I'll give you a little clue. *whispers* Troian will come do not worry my smol Treegan lovers:)
Lotta love x
Also I changed my Instagram username to @/ourlucyhale x