Fell Inlove With A Sugg { Joe Sugg Fanfiction ♡}

Chapter 18

As a day passed..

Gretchen's POV

I was back in my home

Hospital homes

I was feeling critically weak and my heart was having slow palpitations

Joe was beside me, guarding me

I can see the redness from his eyes and looks like he was crying for hours recently

I keep my eyes open and looked at him

I'm still mad yet i still love him

Then someone barged into the doors

It was my parents

I was surprised

They ran towards me

"Sweetie? Are you all right? Why didn't you use the nebulizer?" My mom said caressing my forehead

"And why did you did that sent you back to the hospital again?" My dad gave a worried look

I couldn't speak correctly

Like i have a slurred speech skills right now

"It's all your fault!" My dad saw Joe

"I'm sorry Mr. Peterson and i'll accept any punishment you give to me" Joe nods sheepishly

"I want you, OUT of my daughter's life" My dad said angrily

What? No Joe don't do that

"Mr. Peterson, i love your daughter and—"

"If you loved her, why would you let this happen to her? She is peril right now and i don't want to loose my daughter, she's too young to die and as time passes by, i can sense she would die earlier than expected if you both continue this relationship together" My dad cuts him off

"I can't leave your daughter, Mr. Peterson" Joe sniffed

"You can leave her, she can live by her own and have a better life than you can give to her" My dad spats

"Joe, i know your a nice lad but I just want my daughter to live and if you truly love her you would set her free" My mom tries to convince him

Joe, please no, don't say that 'word' that will end the both of us

He looks at me

"O-okay, can we have a moment alone before I say goodbye?" Joe asked

My parents exit the room

Why? Why did he agreed to them? When he promise he would never leave me no matter what?

"Gretchen, i'm sorry for being maybe your worse boyfriend but i loved our short moments together, all the smiles and laughs" He chuckles and holds my hand

"D-don't leave me" I said trying to force to speak

"I loved you first and there will never be an end to that, I will always love you every second, every minute, every hour, everyday until the end" He smiles at me while caressing my hand

A tear rolled down my cheek

"J-joe please don't d-do this" I sniffed

"Don't cry my princess, just close your eyes and say goodbye" A tear rolled down his cheek

"I-i still love y-you"

"Until the end, i will always love you Xhaina Gretchen Spencers Peterson" He kissed my back hand and stood up

"Goodbye" he lets go and turns his back

"J-joe please, d-don't leave m-me" i cried

He exits the room and my parents came in

He said he would fight for me

And i could've fought for him, i survived my last operation and i can survive this one

He just doesn't believe in me

I won't die because of love

Even if the world forces me to, i won't die because of love

My heart starts to cry inside of me

I'm hurt physically and mentally

Why does this always happens to me?

My parents stayed with me the whole time asking if i was feeling all right each hour if i'm ever awake

But honestly, i'm broken inside

Joe's gone, I've let him go.

Caspar's POV

"She's gone! Leave me alone" Joe yelled at us for the fifth time this morning

We wanted to talk to him when i mean 'we' me,Oli and Zoe is here worrying about him and he hasn't eaten for 3 days already and only had beers in his room.

We surely need Gretchen right now, but i know her parents won't let her go around Joe anymore.

I feel so sorry for my kind of brother Joe for loosing a wondrous girl that maybe led them in tying the knot in the future but alas, they didn't got lucky.

"Brosep, please, just open the door already" Zoe knock and said worriedly

There was silence

Then the door was unlocked and we saw Joe in his white shirt and boxers and looked well, very messed up by the look on his hair.

"Oh Joe! We were so worried about you" Zoe hugged her by the neck

"But was she too?" Joe said numbly

"What? Who?" Oli asked

"Gretchen, was she looking for me?" He said

"Uhm, No she wasn't but Joe it is time to move on" Zoe answered

"Why did she left me? I loved her 'til the center of my heart" He cried

"Life is unfair Joe" I said

"Why does it have to be?" He winced badly

Then there was a moment of silence...

"I just lost the girl of my dreams mates, she was it but she had to go" He frowns

"Calm down Joe, come on, Mum is panicking on what you are doing to yourself" Zoe pats his back

"She doesn't need to be, nor anyone of you, I'll be able to move on, I just need weeks to recover from this pain" He sighs

"And we'll be here, beside you" Oli respond

"Thanks y'all" He pushes a smile and fades after

"I just miss her, I'm human too" He was starting to form tears in his eyes

I never saw him cried around maybe a generation ago.

He always had a smile on his face, especially when Gretchen entered his life.

The last time I saw him sad when he was talking about Gretchen on the couch 10 months ago.

I know people get what they gave, but does he really deserved this?