"Does it bother you that someone else has your name?" Tyler asks as he entwines his fingers with yours, leaning into your shoulder as you sit in your treehouse you guys found down in the forest."Well I never really though about it, what about you?" You ask and rub circles into the side of his hand.
"Yeah, it's like, no on can ever be special. Somewhere out there, there is or will be another Tyler Joseph. Might not be in this world, or universe, but somewhere. There's probably heaps. One might be a butcher, a baker or a candlestick maker, but they're a Tyler Joseph. Its impossible to be original. Different I guess, but someone will always end up the same as you without you knowing it. We all have a döppelganger you know? So I guess it's just sad that there is someone or will be someone just like you, with the same name" he sighs and looks down to the wooden floor
"I believe that outside this world there are many more. Its impossible for this planet to be the only one with life. There is so much unexplained stuff in the world, there is so much outside of this planet, so much space there has to be something, therefore I understand what your saying" you say
Every time you were in the forest you had deep conversations with him. Some of your best memories were in the forest. You both felt you could speak your mind there freely, later what you would say might end up being lyrics to a song for his band or just be a secret you and Tyler would keep within the trees.
"I remember the very moment I knew I was in love with you y/n" he looks up at you "we were sitting against that tree, just talking like we are now, I think we were taking about how the river flows surely to a sea, but I'm not sure because I was thinking about you, and that's when I knew that I was really in love with you"
"you told me when I was mid sentence, you just said it quietly and I kept talking, not realising what you said, then you said it again a little louder, that's when I stopped talking, and then you said it loud enough for me to hear" you laugh softly and smile at the memory of the moment
"I really do love you though"
"And I love you" you bring his hand to your lips and kiss it gently
"Do you think the other Tyler Joseph's have a girl as perfect as you?"
"Tyler, no one's perfect" you sigh
"What is the definition of perfect?" He asks
"Is there a real definition?"
"I don't know, but if there was, it would define you"
"People can't be defined in words Tyler. It would take a million words to describe a man, and still there would be something missing"
You both sit in silence for a minute and think about it. You do that a lot. Just think.
"I've been thinking too much lately" he says breaking your silence
"Me too. I've been thinking a lot about death again, well like what happens after we die"
"Elaborate"
"When we die they say that our memory lives forever, but it doesn't work like that, we can't keep getting remembered. People will stop telling our story. People will forget out names one day. It may be a long time or not but our memory will fade. We will die out and one day you and I will never be known, like we never existed. We wont be anyone or anything. We won't be memory. The earth will have eaten our bones and all we will be is dust, not even that"
There was a slight pause before he spoke "Yeah I've thought about that to. There's so many questions about what happens after we live"
"How do we define death?" You ask
"When your heart stops and your soul leaves" he furrows his brow and thinks for a moment "but what if your soul never leaves, does that mean that we live forever?"
"See, there's the technicalities to it but there's also what we don't know, the world is a mind game."
"What if the world was just an illusion. A game. When we die we are born and all that jazz and all but like we just the same people just in a different body?"
"We'll find out one day, and I pray that it isn't too soon" you say and put the arm that wasn't holding his hand around him "what if when we die you won't be with me?"
"That's hurts to think about" he says and squeezes your hand slightly
"What if lovers are always the same. Like we die and the same two people meet again and again each lifetime. Like all our previous lives we were lovers so in our next incarnation we again will be lovers" you say, resting your head on his shoulder
"Maybe that's why people say 'I will always love you' "
"I hope it is" you smile contently to yourself "lets lie in the grass and look into the sky"
"Alright" Tyler agrees and you both climb out of the treehouse. You lie in Tyler's arms in the soft grass under the clearing of trees exposing the clear pastel blue sky
"Sing me a song, one that everybody knows" he whispers
"But I cant sing"
"Please"
The first song you thought of was Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen
Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a land slide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and seeIm just a poor boy
I need no sympathy
Because im easy come easy go
Little high little low
Anywhere the wind blows
Doesn't really matter to me
To me"I love this song" he smiles
Mama
Ive just killed a man
Put my gun against his head
Pulled the trigger
Now he's dead
Mama
Life had only just begun
But I have gone and thrown it all away
Mama
Ooh ooh ooh
I didnt mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on
Carry on
As if nothing really mattered"Thank you" he says softly, you lean over him and kiss him slowly. He wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you down on top of him.
You pulled away and he smiles a goofy smile "you're so beautiful"
"Thank you" you go back to kissing him passionately
You eventually stopped kissing so you lied on top of Tyler still, head on his chest, listening to his heart beat
"This is how I want life to be, calm and kind" you say
"Me too"
"Thank you for being my lover Tyler"
"Thank you for giving me the chance y/n"
And there you fall asleep in the morning sun in the middle of the forest with Tyler's arms around you securely and anyone else's existence far away from you both
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Im sorry if your exercential crisising right now but this all kinda came to me when I was crisising
also im dedicating this whole like book thingy to brendonfrickingurie
honestly I love them so much and am so excited every time I see a notification on wattpad of an update from them.
so go give em a follow and a read because it's worth it.
ok I hope you all have a lovely week
stay cool
stay streetand I love all of you
feel free to message me
I like new frens or of you're having a hard time im always up for a chat ♥♥- your fren Ty
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