JOSHS P.O.V
"hey baby, I'm back" I call into the house as I walk in. I place my bag on the bench before calling again "yo y/n you home?" i get no response. I walk out into the lounge room, to see Y/n sitting there with a kinda disappointed reaction to me walking into the room "you okay baby?"
"don't call me baby" she sighs, putting the book she was reading down
"what's up?" I ask, sitting beside her and taking her hand in mine. she takes her hand back and puts it in her lap
"someone told me something today, " she starts "something about you"
"I'm not gay, if that's what they said, because I'm in love with the most amazing chick in the world" I say, tryna get her to smile or laugh or something.
"well I wonder who that chick is, because it's not me" she says quietly
"y/n what the fuck are you on about?!"
"this!" she says, handing her phone to me "Josh, is this real? are you actually cheating on me...again?" she says, she was close to tears
"y/n" I sigh, running my hand through my hair "it's a long story"
"well I wanna hear this fucking story so you better tell me"
"before I start, I love you. I really do" I assure her
"Josh you said that the last time. I'm starting to have my doubts"
"I was drunk that last time god dammit"
"well you are clearly sober now. I was told its been going on for a month or two. is it true?" she asks
"y/n, I'm just gonna tell you the story ok?" I say
"go for it" she says
"well a bit over a month ago I was out with Tyler and this chick starts hitting on me right. I said I had a girlfriend and i wasn't interested. a few drinks later she comes back, and really starts trying. The next morning I woke up at her hotel room. I don't know how I got there, or what happened but I assumed it happened. so I grabbed everything and left. The thing is she got my number and she stalks me and is always where I'm going. she's a whore and she wont leave me alone. I can't get her off my back"
"wow josh, well im impressed. What a great story. Sad it's all fucking bullshit
"fuck off it's not"
"you said almost the exact same thing last time"
"did I?" I question
"you don't even remember?" She says, clearly hurt
"yeah because I tried to forget it because it really hurt the girl I love" she stands up abruptly and says "stop saying that Josh. If you did it never would have happened. These pictures. You're doing couplish things. The sorta things we do... used to do. Josh, why?"
"please stop. you're overreacting" i sigh
"I am not fucking over reacting. I love you. I love you so fucking much and this absolutely has just shattered my heart. does the past 9 months mean nothing to you? This hurts so much. you know what, only fools fall for you. That chick can have you. We're over. Get your stuff and get out of my house"
"y/n-"
"do you know how hard this is. just please get out" she asks
"who told you this?" I then ask
"I don't want to tell you"
"why not?"
"because I don't want you to end your friendship over it" she says
"just tell me y/n"
"no"
"fine, I'll find out myself" i shrug
"Just please hurry up and leave" she walks to the linen press and grabs me a bag "just take this and get some basics for a few days and come back later to get the rest. Ill pack it for you"
I take it off her and go get my things
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"alright well that's everything I'm gonna need" i say waking back downstairs
"I hope you don't hurt this chick like you hurt me" she says
"we aren't dating" i sigh
"fuck off I don't need your lies"
"y/n"
"what" she snaps
"I really do love you"
"I love you too. Not much can change that." She says
"I know"
"one last thing" she says.
"yeah"
"Don't cheat on the next one"
"That's just like you y/n. You care about so much. Don't worry, I won't"
"goodbye Josh" she whispers
"bye y/n" she half smiles as a tear rolls down her cheek slowly "c'mon baby don't cry, I hate that"
she quickly brushes it away and mumbles a "sorry"
"dont be." I say walking out the door
"oh josh wait" she says as I open the door
"yeah" i turn around
she runs up to me and kisses me for what seems like forever, but I knew it was only a matter of moments.
"I'm sorry" i say
"I love you" was her reply
"bye y/n" I close the door behind me. I knew she'd be crying. I turned and looked at the house one last time before getting in my car
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