Johnny Cade's Girl

Part 19

(CARTERS POV)
So it turns out that that something I ran into was actually a someone. Johnny's dad. "I'm s-sorry s-sir." I said looking up at him. "Where's Johnny?!" He yelled. "I-I don't know." I said. "You don't know? You were just with him you little bitch!" He slapped me across the face. My tears were streaming out of my eyes and down my cheeks. "I'm gonna find that boy and I'm gonna kill him for having a slut in the house." He said and ran to look for Johnny. I hoped he wouldn't find him and hurt him. Even though we broke up I still loved him more than anything. I got to my feet and walked home. My face still burned from where I was slapped. I walked into the Curtis house and Trey and Pony were having a conversation. Soon the rest of the gang came in from the kitchen. "You okay sis?" Trey asked. "Can we just go home please?" I said. " Well sure I guess" he said. "Wait what's wrong?" Pony asked. "Nothing" I said. "Well then why were you crying?" He asked. I felt my cheeks and they were still puffy from when I was crying. " I really just wanna go home." I told him. "Where's Johnny...I thought you were staying at his place tonight?" Soda asked. Tears immediately started coming out of my eyes. "Wait did you guys-?" He began to say. "Yes we broke up okay I just wanna go home now!" I yelled and ran out he door. Trey followed me. I kept on running and running until Trey caught up to me and stopped me. "CJ wait!" He yelled. "Tell me what happened." "He broke up with me Trey...He doesn't love me anymore." I said crying. "Why what happened." He asked "I don't know...he just doesn't, I'm not pretty enough or something." I said. "Don't say that, you are prettier than any other girl in this town...Johnny is just stupid." He said. "But I loved him Trey...I really did, a lot." I told him. "I know you did" he said hugging me. "Let's just go home and I'll get you some ice cream or something." He said. "Okay" is all I said and we walked home.

(JOHNNY'S POV)
I watched Carter as she ran off. I didn't want to break up with her but I knew she'd be better without me. I sat next to a tree and I cried. Then I heard footsteps behind me. I was my dad. I jumped up and tried to run but he stopped me. "Johnny get your ass home now!" He yelled. I tried getting away. "Hell no!" I yelled and kicked him in the no no square. He crouched down in pain. I ran off as fast as I could. "Johnny get over here!" He continued to yell but I ignored him. I ran a long way without stopping. I looked back to see if he was still following me but he was gone. I continued to run anyways. Eventually I got tired off running and sat down on a bench. I looked around and had no idea where I was. I knew I wasn't anywhere near home, and to be honest I was okay with that. I thought about Carter. She's probably heartbroken. I never wanted to hurt her and when I saw her cry I knew she really loved me. I still want to be with her but I know all I can do is make her worry about me and I didn't want to put her through that. I didn't want her to have to have to worry about me all the time. She deserved someone who could make her life amazing and someone who was better looking and not poor like me. I don't know why she ever loved me, I am worthless. My parents were right, I am a worthless piece of shit and no one will ever love me. But I know that I love one girl. Her name is Carter Jane Wilson. She's everything I ever wanted in a girl, and she said she loved me. I miss her. I want to see her but I already let her go. Tears were running down my face and I curled up into a ball and cried to myself. It was dark outside and I had no clue where I was. I decided to keep walking. I passed trees and a few parks then I saw another bench and decided to lay there and I cried myself to sleep.

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Sorry this chapter is so short the next few will be longer.