The few hours I spend with you are worth the millions of hours I spend without you. It's unbelievable how much you're done to me. How quickly I fell, how long it's been, how short a time we have left. No time we've got. No time at all. I will leave this town and more importantly leave YOU without you saying three simple words that I long so much. One. Two. Three. I know you well. But you're a stick-to-her guy. I'm going to be here forever and forgotten. There is so much, and I guess it's better I just... Go. Let her go. Let me go. I just don't know if I can let you go. Yes, I believe I'm in love with you. When somebody says your name, I can't help but smile because I think of all of our amazing moments. All of those times when you made me laugh when I was about to cry. All those times when I made you really mad but you didn't show it. All those times.
The memories come back, but you never do. And you probably never will. You just... I want to hug you and cry, and slap you at the same time. I try to fall for other people, but I can't. I can't. I can't. I guess I'm just scared I'll never get that wonderful feeling when I'm around you. Those beautiful butterflies. That wonderful happiness. That chance to see a person smile and not want to look away. That very thought of being able to trust someone so much. Or being able to know someone so well. I want that ok feeling every time I sleep. I want that nice happy feeling when you smile at me. Now that's all gone. It's just.... Im afraid that it's fake now. I'm afraid that it's only to make me feel better. I guess I'm just afraid I'm just pity. Afraid our friendship is gone.
