And So Romeo Forgot His Lines

And So Romeo Forgot His Lines {38}

I sat, looking at my computer screen with blank eyes as I scrolled down on face book. I sighed. I only signed on here every once in a while and there was always a request to join some group that was about how much people hated me.

“Seamus Fitzpatrick is a fukcing fag!”

I rolled my eyes and liked the page. “At least he can fuCKing spell better than your sorry ass” I commented.

Someone’s hands landed on my shoulder gently.

Immediately, I knew it wasn’t Lizzy. I didn’t want to turn around though. I was kind of afraid of who it was.

“Seamus?”

Oh. It was Gabby. Shit. I had kind of forgotten about the whole pregnancy issue. I looked at her and she gulped. “Um…I’m not pregnant.” I gave her a confused look. “I thought I had morning sickness. I had the stomach bug. I took a test to be safe. I haven’t seen you since I got the results.”

“You are such a dumb blonde,” I grumbled angrily. She had freaked me out for nothing? Bah. Barbies.

I angrily ruffled my hair. It was a habit I had picked up from Paxton. He did that when he got frustrated because it would make him laugh. “Sex hair!” he’d scream. Not that he could possibly scream about it right now.

“You look hot when you do that,” she said seductively. What a whore. I stood up and shoved my chair out of the way. I smirked. This would get my mind off death for a while. I kissed her roughly and we got into our usual make out mode.

We fell back on my bed together. She helped me pull my shirt off and I helped her get hers off. Damn girls are their undershirts. Why do they have to do that?

I heard the door lightly open. I heard Alex’s terrified gasp as I tongued Gabby. “Fuck you Seamus!” she screamed. I got off Gabby. “Alex!” I cried and ran towards her. She ran out of my room and I chased her down my stairs and outside.

She sprinted down the street away from me. My aunt was outside combing her daughter’s hair in the sun. “Seamus? What’s going on?” she asked. My eyes were open wide in hurt. I shook my head. “Nothing.”

I did the hair ruffling thing again before going back up to my room. Gabby had her shirt back on and was watching me carefully. “What are you doing?” I asked in surprise. “This isn’t good for you Seamus,” she said. “Not right now.”

No! I needed this. “Come on Gabby. You pussy,” I said and walked towards her. She stood up and shook her head violently. “No Seamus. Not right now. Find someone else.” I glared angrily. “You bitch. Fucking tease.” She nodded. “I am.”

And she left.

And now I was all alone with a broken heart.

***Alex’s POV***

I sobbed in my room. That stupid emo bastard! How dare he cheat on me with Gabby! I was so much better than Gabby. I was a lot prettier and 10 times the cheerleader that whore would ever be.

Daddy came into my room and sat next to me on my bed. Ew my make up was all ruined now! Ugh. Stupid emo. “What’s wrong?” he asked me. I sniffed. Oh gross! Snot! I blew my nose.

“I just…don’t really want to talk about it.” He nodded slowly. “You sure?” I nodded. “Is it that boy? The Irish one?” “He’s Scottish, daddy.” “Oh. Well, was it him?” I sighed and nodded.

Daddy looked thoughtful. “I never did like that boy. He was always trouble. I feel bad for him what with him losing his parents and whatnot, but still. He was always uncontrollable.”

He still is.

And maybe I had to learn that.

Seamus was uncontrollable. He couldn’t stay in a relationship. He just wasn’t capable of it. I had tried everything. I had made him jealous, I had offered myself to him, I had even tried to be in a real relationship with him. Seamus just couldn’t do it. He liked to jump around and screw with different girls. It made him happy.

Maybe I just had to let Seamus go.

For good.

***Seamus’s POV***

Shit. I so was not good at this. Apologizing? Not my thing. I sighed as I tried to find Alex. I had to get another chance with her. I just had to.

She was giggling with Paige in the halls and I hurried towards her. No doubt Jay, Jer, and Cliff were looking for me. But I had more important things to do at the moment. I had only come to school today for this. I was planning to skip and stay with Lizzy. I was still kind of sensitive and everyone was screaming about the parentless emo and the emo who had died in the car crash.

Maybe attention wasn’t always a good thing.

“Alex?” I asked as I went up to her. She glared at me. Aw shit. This was going to be harder than I thought. “Get away fag,” she snapped. I blinked.

So we were back to this game, huh?

Fine. Two could play.

I smirked easily at her. “I was just wondering if you had seen my girlfriend. Addie? Have you seen her anywhere? I was hoping to find her. I really wanted to talk to her. I think she might be PMSing or something.” I laughed. “At least she’s not a two faced bitch, though. I hate them.”

Alex flipped her hair and snorted. “Well, maybe she’s in bed with another guy hoping to break your heart.” Whoa. Feisty.

“Seamus?” Addie hurried over to me and I smirked at Alex before turning to Addie and kissing her. She had known me long enough to know I preferred to deal with painful situations on my own. I was thankful she wasn’t asking me about mom or Richie.

Alex was watching with jealous eyes. Good. Bitch wasn’t going to hear me out, she was going to suffer. I was planning to apologize but if she wanted to blow me off than it was her loss.

“Always apologize, even if you didn’t do anything wrong.” Dad always used to say that to me. I never did like to apologize though. Whatever. It didn’t matter right now. Alexandria apparently didn’t want to hear it.

I grabbed Addie’s hand and led her away from Alex and Paige. If Alex wanted to be a stuck up bitch than that was just fine. I didn’t need that prep.