I HATE College .

Chapter 16

Derek's P/O/V - 

I visited the hospital everyday. They told me they would do everything they can to revive her. On the day of all of the madness they got a faint pulse. They contacted her parents and they were completely shocked. At first it was all tears and them worried but they left. I guess they really didn't care after all. The only person who visited her was Leslie, Jacob and I . She had a whole bunch of machines connected to her. The doctors told us week after week that after 3 months they would have to remove all the wires and declare her dead. That broke my heart. Somehow I felt she would come back for me but I knew she was damaged. She hasn't woke up in the 3 weeks she has in this place. I walked into the room where Phoebe had been laying down. Hearing the noise of the life box thing that carried her life line. I've never been in a hospital as much as I've been in this place for her. "Phoebe if you hear me please open your eyes and come back to me please", tears fell down my face making me lose all masculinity but I didn't care. For days iv'e been crying like a little boy in private. I had nothing else to lose. I kissed her lips which were oddly still soft. I ran my finger down her face praying her eyes would open. 

"Sir ?, Sir ? Sir ?", a young nurse approaching me awaking me from my sleep. "We're going to preform a few tests on Phoebe we're going to have to ask you to leave and return again tomorrow", she finished off opening the door. I faked a smile but it was too weak. I was too weak. I left the hospital and hopped in my car to go off to my dorm. Jacob knocked on my door not too long after I returned from the hospital. "Hey man", he said patting me on the back. "Hows Phoebe", he asked me and I clenched my jaw trying to prevent those tears again but they gushed out. I wiped them away and cleared my throat. "She hasn't woke up bro, she has to wake up man, I love her", I turned around and put my face in my sweaty hands. "I know man, just look me you and Leslie are in the darkest times. We all don't want to lose her, especially since now she has 3 months. Leslie hasn't gone out her room or attended any of her classes and neither have I. I know your feeling it way more. But we don't want to lose our best friend. We have to stay positive. I'll come by tomorrow to see if your okay man. She'll come back to you, to us.", he spoke. He wiped a tear off his cheek as well and left my dorm. I let out the loudest scream and started punching holes into the side of my walls. "PHOEBE I NEED YOU ! I NEED YOU NOW !", I yelled and looked at the ceiling with tear filled eyes and fell on my knees as they became weak. "Lord please bring her back", I repeated the prayer I've been saying for how it seemed like forever. I wanted to know where my girl was. If she would return back to me. I soon fell asleep right after.

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I visited the previous day to see her again. She looked surprisingly better than yesterday. I asked the nurse that walked out of the room before I walked in how she was doing and she just replied "We're doing all that we can". I let her walked past . "Bullshit", I mumbled. They know damn well they can do so much ! They had to. To me there's no one in this fucking hospital in more need of help and attention than the love of my life ! I combed my fingers through her hair and brushed the pad of my thumb along her eyebrow. She still looked beautiful. I thought I saw her move her eyeball but I was hallucinating I guess. I whispered in her ear to open her eyes but she didn't respond. I got up so leave when I heard a huff. I slapped my head hating myself for making me thing things. I heard a faint cough too. I turned around and looks at her. Her eyes slowly moved. "Phoebe?".....

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Thanks for baring with me. I had writers block. I was going to end it at chapter 15. But you guys clearly almost jumped me for that lol. What's gonna happen next ?

Shakira-