I HATE College .

Chapter 18

Phoebe's P/O/V - 

It was honestly annoying having everyone act like they cared I was back. I can guarantee some of these people didn't even notice I was gone but I mean I missed seeing all these peoples faces. Derek led me to my dorm. Leslie had no idea I was better, no idea about anything. Neither did Jacob. I was about to walk in and see them. Derek told me they had all been hanging out as usual. I took out my key and slid it in to unlock it. I quickly unlocked it and turned the knob. 

Leslie's P/O/V- 

I looked over at Jacob who was eyeing the door. "Jacob", I said sort of scared. "Shh", he responded grabbing my pencil from the top shelf. The door swung open revealing the person I thought i would never see up and okay. "PHOEBE ! OH MY GO PHOEBE ! PHOEBE !", I yelled on the top of my lungs . I pushed Jacob and hugged her so tightly. I cried in her shoulder. "Phoebe how dare you", I looked at her my eyes tear-filled and all. "I'm sorry", was all she responded. Yeah cause that sure helped the issues she caused my poor brain. "Your in big trouble, after you explain to me how the hell your in our dorm ", I said wiping the tears off my face. Jacob looked at Phoebe and stood there shaking like a chihuahua. He didn't say anything but Phoebe over and over. I grabbed his hand and led him to her. He broke down like a baby in her arms having me in tears again !

Derek's P/O/V - 

Seeing Jacob cry was really scary. He never cries but it was very emotional I almost cried. Which was not a surprise Phoebe is the only person who makes water come out of my vision balls. "So guys maybe we can all give Phoebe some time to sleep and when she wakes up we can go something to eat because I know you did not enjoy that hospital food", I said looking at Phoebe smiling. I walked over to her. "I'm glad your here, I really am and I would'nt have it any other way", I said brushing my nose against her cheek making her cheeks turn a pink-sh color. Soon after that we all left Phoebe to sleep.

Phoebe's P/O/V -

Everyone left and told me to get some rest. I really can't believe the pain I caused them. I was being selfish, but I had my reasons.I glanced at my phone and looks at the picture as my screen saver. My parents. They were one reason why I did what I did too. I don't know why they don't really care for me as I do them. That's life I guess. I couldn't forgive them for that . I went to my settings and switched it with a picture of Derek I took on our second date. He was my priority. I put it down and slowly dozed off to the sounds of my breathing. Soon after I woke up and got ready so we all could grab lunch and stuff. 

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A few weeks after being in campus Derek has been sort of distant. He would stop by once throughout the day and I couldn't really find him after that. It's like he left after seeing me everyday. But I really don't know where. I really didn't pay it much mind but I admit I sort of missed him . Seeing him once a day wasn't enough but I didn't bother to ask about it either. 

Classes continued as usual and sometimes Derek wouldn't show up. Now that had me sort of worried. Skipping classes for what. I mean if anyone should be skipping classes it's me. I mean Hellloooo I'm the one who almost , Idon't know, committed Suicide ?! Anyways, Iv'e been feeling the sun shine through my soul after all of that commotion. I made a deal with god to never do it again for as long as I walk on this earth. I knew he would probably strike me down or something because a promise is a promise and if I broke it especially with God ? Well then there's going to be repercussions. Weeks and weeks passed by and things were back to the way they were except for Derek. I planned to confront him because I love him and I want to know what's going on , if he's okay.

I shot Derek a message and he responded within seconds. 

TO: Derek

We need to talk . 

From: Phoebe

____________________________-

From: Derek

Meet me where we had our first date.

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I threw on some tights and a pair of uggs. I threw on my sweater and let all my hair down. I put some make-up too but not that much. Just in case it's bad news or anything I don't want to look clowny while crying or something. Yeah, like I can be anymore clowny than I already am. I exited my dorm and headed over to our first spot. Where all my feelings about him just bursted and took over my life. Forever. I saw him sitting on the grass and had roses in his hand. He got up to greet me. "These are for you", he said while leaning in giving me a kiss on my cheek. I had a bad case of butterflies whenever he did that. "You want to sit down and talk or is this going to be a quick thing ?", I said biting my lip nervously. "No, I rather say this standing", he said . I combed my hair out with my fingers. "So why have you been so distant lately ? Is everything okay ? Did I do something wrong ?", I asked looking at my boots which seemed to be very interesting in awkward times. "No , no it's not you. I mean it is. You did it. No, not in a bad way in a good way. You infest my mind and wait- No you are always on my mind. I realized life is short and that I can't imagine it without you, that time in the hospital made me feel like I was losing you and it broke my heart. But when you came back it was like god chose us to be together. You are meant for me Phoebe and I'm meant for you. We were meant to spend the rest of our lives together. And, what I guess I'm saying is-", He said stopping looking in my eyes and put his hands in his pockets taking out a small box. I held my breath as he got on one knee and looked up at me and opened the box revealing the most precious ring I've ever seen in my entire life. "Will you marry me Phoebe?", he said while tears flew down my face. "Yes . Yes ! One hundred times yes !", I said as he put the ring on my finger and got up. I threw myself into his arms and then released him. I pressed my lips against his. "I love you so much Derek", I said hugging him again. "I love you more", he replied. I couldn't believe I was engaged. "Derek your the reason why I don't hate college".

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