I HATE College .

Chapter 10

It was Sunday. I was sitting on the hill where me and Derek had our first date yesterday. I kept thinking about that kiss. My first kiss, my first real kiss. Leslie hadn't made it to our dorm last night, but shot me a text telling me she had been okay. From a distance I saw Jacob on his way up the hill over to me. "Hey", he said sitting next to me. "How'd you find me?", I asked glancing over at him. "Just luck I guess, the parties were awesome Phoebe, I mean you should've came", he said . I could hear the excitement In his voice. A true party animal. "Derek kissed me", I said closing my eyes waiting for Jacob to ponder me with questions. Which he did. " That's my girl ! Was any touching involved ?", he said as I face palmed myself . "It was short and sweet. I guess. Jacob I like him what do I do ?", I asked grabbing his shoulders and shaking him . "Why, don't you just talk to him ? After all, he is coming over here right now", he said looking over at Derek who walked over to us. We both quickly shot up. Derek and Jacob exchanged nods and Jacob left shortly after leaving Derek and I alone.

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Keep calm Phoebe . Deep breaths . Don't make yourself too nervous dummy , your eyebrows are twitching. Gee thanks continence . Way to be supportive. "We need to talk Phoebe, about us and last night and my feelings for you", he said. "Your feelings ?", I quickly responded. I looked down as my sneakers. They seemed really interesting in awkward situations like these. "Yeah, I like you a lot Phoebe. I can't seem to get you out of my mind .The kiss. That felt like it was meant to happen. All of this was meant to happen. Don't you feel that too?", he said coming closer to me. His eyes turning seductively darker, which seemed impossible. With every step he took toward was my cue to step back. He kept coming forward making me hit my back in a tree. I rested my back there putting my hand out on his torso creating space between us. "Derek look, your nice and all but..-", he cut me off. Putting one of his toned arms on the tree leaning over me. "You can't tell me you don't feel anything for me too after yesterday", he said brushing his nose against my cheek which sent tingles throughout my body. I could't believe one little touch of a person can have such an overpowering affect on me. "I do", I said looking down not making eye contact making him lean in more at blow in my ear to get my attention. "Okay, I like you is that what you want me to say? I like you.", I said finally making eye contact. His mischievous seductive ways made me want to know more about him. He could draw in any girl with his eyes. Why me out of all these other girls? "You know I can hear your heart beating", his raspy voice chuckling in my ear softly. "I won't hurt you, you know that right?", he unexpectedly. "Yeah I know that", I responded not understanding what he meant. I guess he thought since my heart was beating so fast I was scared. Not the case. I was drawn to him. His eyes. His hair. His voice. His ways. The urge for me to kiss him was building up but I couldn't find the courage. He was way too close. I liked it that way. I was staring at his lips. So pink and eventually was carved into a smirk. His dimple immediately flashing me making my heart flutter. "Kiss me", he said as I tip-toed a little taking his statement as my cue to finding the courage to kiss him again. Our lips connected. The heat of his body close to me. I slipped my hand on the back on his neck running my fingers through his hair, he gave me a throaty groan assuring me that's his weak spot. Our lips pressing together force moving them. All of a sudden I have been forgetting about the struggles about going to college. The negative, because after all this time I've found a positive. His hand was placed on my hip moving with every move I made. I slowly pulled away out of breath. "Phoebe", he groaned. "Hmm?", I replied pressing my forehead against his with my eyes still closed. "Phoebe, please . Be with me.", he said placing his fingers through my hair. I couldn't help but blush. My cheeks were hurting for how hard I was blushing. "Yes", I said lightly brushing he bad of my thumb on his cheek. He smirked as if he just accomplished his goal. His eyes sparkling making my heart instantly melt. I never had such contact with a human being before. Never had anyone touch me like he did. The minor things he did had such a big effect on me. It's really strange to me but feels like this is where I was meant to be and this was all meant to happen.

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