Rants And Rambles 2

stiiiillll siiiiiicckkk

I feel like literal shit. And it doesn't help that I took 4 naps and fell out of the bed 2 times while sleeping.

Now my head, throat, and stomach hurt

And to be honest, I did try eating today, but everything that goes down, comes right back up. Its like my stomach has a slingshot that catapults things back up when I try to force it out of the not-so-normal eating schedule.

All I'm saying is, I've only eaten ice cream and jello and I've drank 8 bottles of water and I lied on the stairs for 2 and a half hours until my brother picked me up, all 83 pounds of this 5'5" Person, and fed me cereal (which I threw up) then I ate some White Castle (which I again threw up) then I had some jello (which I successfully DIDN'T throw up) and more jello, jello, jello. Went to sleep, fell off the bed and hit my head on the corner of my night stand and started bleeding. Ran into the door to my room because I was crying, went into the bathroom and threw up blood and sat there for half an hour and went back into my room. And went to sleep again.

Woke up an hour later and tried to walk downstairs but my legs and stomach hurt from the workout yesterday and today, so my dad carried me downstairs where I ate some ice cream and fell asleep on the couch. My dad carried me upstairs and set me on my bed where I fell asleep, but later rolled off the bed, hitting the SAME GODDAMNED SPOT ON MY TEMPLE, bleeding again I went to the bathroom and cleaned my head then I had a nose bleed (HOW GREAT!!!?!?!?) when that was over, I fell asleep AGAIN and woke up and listened to the Blurryface album on YouTube and just lay down, chillin in my bed. 

So I started typing this a good 30 minutes ago and it's currently 10:17 and....... My parents are fighting with one of my brothers and I have to take a shower because I have to wake up early tomorrow, but I'm scared to even go upstairs so I'm just sitting downstairs with my other brother watching some random movie.

This has been a really off day. I s2g if feel like I'm DONE WITH LIFE

10:26 and they're STILL fighting, but I'm finally upstairs and in the bathroom sooo....... Yeah

Why does my life have to be so screwed? I hate putting on this mask for people..

10:30 and I'm feeling 😊🔫