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"I brought you Nando's," JJ says while standing in front of me. He hands me the food, and I look at him, thankfully.

"Thank you," I mumble. My voice is weak from crying and not speaking to anyone for a long time.

"Simon's worried about you," JJ brings up causing me to shrug.

"Is he here?" I question. I haven't seen him since he brought me here. I know he's busy, of course, but I just really want to see him.

JJ shakes his head before deciding to sit next to me. The blanket that the nurses let me borrow is still wrapped around my lap. "You can rant to me, it's fine," JJ mutters.

"The absence is the worst. I mean, it's like there's an actual hole in my heart. I don't know if that's me just going crazy or whether or not I can actually sense him. He always used to prick his finger, and I could feel it, but this, this seems like more. It feels like he's dead, but he's right here, in front of me. I know he's not, but-" I stop, tears welling up in my eyes. I cat continue. It's too much. I can't handle this.

"What if he does die, JJ?"

8.22.16

actual 1/8

right, so I know I said I was gonna upload six times two days ago. I may have had a change in my plans, and lost good enough wifi to upload.

eight today tho :)

thank you guys so much for 7k

it feels like this book is progressing quite well, and that makes me really happy.

thank you guys sm :D

also shoutout to my hoe karen for making that edit.

even tho she doesn't have a wattpad....

love you guys

aspen <3

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