Goner// Tyler Joseph

10

I don't know how long I stayed in bed just humming songs, but I got a text from josh saying that he would be leaving his trip in a couple of days.

I got happy, but I wished it was sooner.

I realized that all day I hadn't eaten anything. Nobody told me. They just left me to sit in my room alone with the lights off.

My family doesn't know me. They don't know each of my sides. They only know my happy/ okay one. But not my depressing side. I like to call that side blurryface. Because truly, I have to faces and blurrys the one I don't want to be.

They don't understand the troubles of life I have to go through, and just the trouble of getting out of bed. Just the trouble of eating food. Just the trouble of not being with josh.