Goner// Tyler Joseph

19

You're inside out, I'm underneath.

"IVE GOT TO FACES!" I screamed crying into the woods. The exact forest that me and josh would sit in almost everyday.

"DONT LET BLURRY WIN JOSH!" I screamed.

"CMON JOSH! I NEED YOUR HELP TO TAKE HIM OUT!"

"YOU CANT LEAVE NOW!"

"I NEED YOU!"

I realized that he was gone.

And I realized that I was a goner.

"Don't let me be gone josh.." I cried sitting in the treehouse.

I grabbed my knife I had gotten from my kitchen and carved goner everywhere.

I was a goner.

"DONT LET ME BE GONE!" I screamed.

"JOSH YOU MOTHERFUCKER!"

"DONT LEAVE ME!"

"I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME!"

"I thought I loved you.. I let this happen. I broke up with you! For what? For my religion? Love is love! And i love you josh. I love you so so so so much!"

My tears kept on flowing out of my eyes. I felt weak and beaten down.

Blurryface got the bet of me.

All my insecurities.

They won.

And nobody was here to save me.

I couldn't live without josh.

Josh was the only thing that kept me going.

He helped me weaken blurryface.

But now he's gone.

And now I'm a goner.