The Life of a Self-Harmer. A Liam Payne fanfic

Only Getting Worse.

Bullies. I hate them. I blame them for my scars. the fresh cuts. the throwing up. the not eating. everything. I just want someone to wake me up from this nightmare I live. There's this new boy in school he's friends with Zayn Niall and Harry. his names Louis. his eyes are just simply perfection. but I can't like him. he's my new bully. He's worse than the others.

I walk to my fourth class with Liam by my side. he came to my house this morning to see me. he walked me to school. As we walked through the cooridors I felt as if the world was watching me. As If I wasn't wanted here. I felt liams fingers intertwine with mine. my grip tightened as Louis walked towards me.

"So Alexis...." He grabbed my sleeve and lifted it up. "well, well, well, It looks like we have a cutter on our hands. Where else do you cut sweetie? Your stomach, thighs, how about your hips?" I almost wanted to cry but some how I had no tears left to shed. "alright emo freak show us what else do you have to say that your hiding?"

"No-nothing."

"Do you throw up, your awfully skinny. Do you starve yourself?"

"N-no"

"You sure?

"LOUIS CUT IT THE FUCK OFF! CANT YOU SEE SHE ALREADY HAS A HARD LIFE? YOU DONT NEED TO MAKE IT HARDER FOR HER!!!!!"

"WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT? HUH? YOURE DEALING WITH THE CUTTER?" The look of anger was all over Liam's face... before I knew it Liam threw a punch at Louis face and they were fighting each other.

"LIAM! LIAM STOP! PLEASE!" all I wanted to do was cry. how could the boy I started to love do this. I ran off to the bathroom, I threw my bag across the stall and out popped my life. it was new. beautiful. I grabbed it and went crazy. I heard foot steps.

"Alexis? are you In here?" it was Liam. I pulled my self together. Liam knocked.

"Lex, I didn't mean it. I'm sorry. I was only sticking up for you. I was told to stand up for the things I love in life. so I did." I unlocked the stall door. he stared to cry he walked over to me.

"You can't. you just can't." he grabbed my arm. He grabbed a lot of toilet paper and cleaned me up. I noticed he looked down at my legs. tears welled up in his eyes.

"Please. each cut you make it brakes my heart a little more. and there's only so much I can to the keep it from breaking." he pulled my face to his and he kissed me. it was passionate. not sloppy. but It was amazing.

"Alexis, every time i see you I seem to fall in love a little more. it's unhuman for how much I love you. please. be mine." I nodded. the boy of my dreams was here. he was my prince. my prince would come and save the day for me.

Maybe today was the day.

A:N okay I had a major writers block. sorry. well I'm back with idea going left and right for this story. so enjoy. this was just so cute.

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