' I'm sorry that I kissed you '

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Pov Michael

We kissed.

I saw her piercing green eyes looking at me and it was the most beautiful thing I've saw.
I didn't knew what to say.
I was the one who kissed her, did she liked it or not?
Lauren grabbed her coat from the back seat.
' Goodbye, I'll see you' Lauren said when she kissed me on the cheek.
She opened the car door and walked inside her apartment.
I saw the door closing and I started the car.
While I was driving to the apartment I was staying, I only could think about what happened a few minutes ago.

I kissed Lauren.
She didn't even kissed back, we just had a short kiss.
Did I ruin our friendship?
Maybe she just thought about me like a friend, not like a lover.
But I just like her so much.
She's so sweet, so beautiful and then that green eyes which are killing me every day I see her.

--

' Goodmorning' I said when I walked in the living room were Luke was already sitting.
I opened my texts; no text from Lauren.
Normally she text me every morning, just like I do when I wake up.
I sighed when I started making breakfast.
' What's wrong?' Luke asking.
' Nothing, there's nothing wrong' I said.
I grabbed a glass and pours milk into the glass.
' It's just that I probably ruin a friendship with someone I love' I explained.
' Someone you love? Who?' Luke asked.
I toke a seat on the couch while I was drinking my milk.
' The girl I told you about, her name is Lauren' I answered.
' And why did you ruin it?' Luke asked again.
I sighed. ' I kissed her'.
' You didn't like it?' Luke said.
' No! I liked it! It was the best kiss of my life..' I began.
' I just think she didn't.. She knows I like her and now she doesn't even text me since the kiss ' I signed.
' That sucks but maybe she's just busy.. Or she's still sleeping' Luke tried to calm me.

--

' One Cola please' I said to the server.
I was sitting at a cafe.
It's my favorite.
Every time when I've nothing to do, or Luke isn't at home, I come here.
' Thanks' I said when the server gave me my order.

I was scrolling on my phone when I heard the cracking door opening.
I looked up when I saw two girls.
I only could see their back but I could see one of the two was black haired.
I heard her raspy voice talking.
No wait, is it..?
' Michael?' I heard Lauren saying.
She was standing in front of me with her friend Lucy.
' Uhm hey' I said.
' Give me one minute' Lauren said to her friend when she walked towards my table.
' Uhm.. How are you?' She asked.
' Yeah.. Good, how are you?' I answered.
' I'm good too' Lauren said.
We both didn't knew what to say.
' You know Lauren, I'm sorry from last night, I kissed you..' I said.
She smiled. ' It's okay'.
I smiled.

' Are we still friends?' I asked

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' Are we still friends?' I asked.
' Yes! Ofcourse, why wouldn't we be friends anymore just because of one kiss?' Lauren laughed.
I laughed awkwardly.
Doesn't she know I like her?
Does she still think it didn't mean anything to me?
Or maybe she just kiss all of her friends.
I'm in love with her and I thought she would finally know that now.
Maybe she knows it, but she doesn't want to make it awkward because my feelings aren't mutual.
' I'll see you later Mikey' Lauren said when she walked back to her table where Lucy was waiting.
' Bye'.

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