Can You Save Me?

chapter - 7

It was monday and I didn't want to be waking up at all. I got in the shower and took my time washing my body since the warm water felt so good. I hummed to the music playing on my ihome. I dried my body and put on a Boston Red Sox baseball jeresy with some light jeans and my all black vans. I saw my brother and he was supposed to be leaving tonight which isn't what I was looking foreword to. I went downstairs and he was eating with Annabelle at the dinning table. I sat down and are an apple slipping one in my backpack for later.

"How did you sleep?" Caleb asked as we got in the car.

"Ok," I said shrugging. I lied I had a nightmare last night or more of a flashback. I was in my room and Dave and Henry came in my room. I was smiling and they sat on either side. They were stroking my legs and I knew something was up.

"W-what are you doing?" I stuttered to them. They smiled wickedly and Dave was the first to undo his belt and push down his boxers to his ankles. He smirked and shoved his penis in my mouth. I screamed and tried to push him away Henry held my hands back and I bit his penis. He slapped me hard more than 5 times making my face red and leaving a small bruise there.

"Be a good girl and I won't hurt you," Dave said. He forced me to nod and continued. It was then Henry's turn and he used so much force I woke up in a start with Pixie whimpering beside me. That is one thing I never wanted to relive.

"That's good," Caleb said smiling. We got to the school and I was already done with this day. I already knew it was going to be awkward between me and Sebastian already.

"Can I just I back home? It's going to be so awkward," I said poking my head in between the driver's seat and the passenger's seat.

"You can't hide forever," he brother said smiling. I groaned and agreed. He kissed my forehead and I walked into the dreaded doors of the school. Everyone was staring at me probably because of the heated make out session we had in front of almost everyone in our grade.

I had most of my classes with him today and it would be so awkward. I got into my class and everyone's eyes were locked on me. He was thankfully not there yet and I took my seat towards the back. They watched me until I sat down. This was horrible the class was basically waiting for him to show up and see what he would do.

The class started and Sebastian walked in a little late he said a quick sorry before smiling at me and making his way back to join me. Everybody looked back and whispered to their neighbor and I looked down. I looked up at him from the corner of my eye. He chuckled slightly as he caught me staring up at him. He pulled out his notebook and a pencil. He ripped out a piece of paper and wrote something down and pushed it over towards me. The butterflies were going crazy in my stomach and I smiled and looked over at him through the strands of my hair. I opened it and it said: don't pay attention to them (:. I was mentally screaming and I was taking deep breaths.

I looked over at him and felt my cheeks go on fire. I bit my lip thinking of what I should say. I responded with a simple yes and slid the note back over to him. The school announcements interrupted the teacher over the intercom.

They announced that softball tryouts were on Friday. I was excited, but I didn't want to go crazy. Sebastian passed me a note again and he asked if I was going to try out. I put yes in bold letters and he chuckled slightly when I slid it over to him. The class ended after what seemed like never.

"What are you doing tonight?" He asked looking a little nervous.

"Probably nothing," I said shrugging.

"Well there's a party and I wanted to know if you wanted to go with me?" He asked nervously.

"Yeah sure," I said smiling slightly. He said he would pick me up.The day was dragging on and it was lunch finally. I was starved and I filled up on seeds laying in the outfield. I had to go inside to get changed for gym. I changed into yoga pants and got into the gym. Sebastian waved me over to a group of his friends and I slowly made my way over. They smiled at me and waved. I smiled awkwardly.