Can You Save Me?

chapter - 12

i stayed in my car and was just thinking. I looked at the time and it was 5 minutes before the end of school. I went into the locker rooms and started changing into my Softball pants, socks, cleats, and my old t-shirt. I went out to the field and there was the same new girl from earlier. She was really pretty. She had medium length blonde hair with gorgeous green eyes. 

"Hey wanna warm up," I said awkwardly. She smiled and nodded as she grabbed her glove and followed me.

We started stretching and she copied my movements.

"So what's your name?" She asked.

"Reagan yours?" I asked looking up slightly.

"Bailey," She said smiling at me. Other girls started showing up as well as the coaches.

We all started throwing and i was excited i love the anticipation of the game. The coaches told us to circle up.

"Hi I'm coach Courtney and this is coach Tom, coach Kevin, and coach Paul. We are going yo be your coaches this school year. We are here to make you guys better players," She said smiling. She was coach all through high school.

They continued introducing themselves  we were going to scrimmage as our tryout. We all introduced ourselves and were put on teams. I was thankfully put on Ruby and Bailey's team. We started the game and there was coaches at every base and one in each dugout.

"I'm kind of nervous," Ruby said next to me.

"Yeah me too," I said biting my lip. Coach Kevin told us the order we would go to bat. It was going pretty good and some of the coaches were even joking around with us and making it less tense and more like a game. I had so much fun. I was walking back to the locker room with Bailey and we started talking.

"So you're a senior?" Bailey said surprised. I shrugged and nodded slightly. "Wow i thought you hated underclassmen."

"I don't really care. I think that sterotype is pretty stupid anyways," I said smiling. "And you're nice."

She smiled and thanked me. She was only a sophomore and she acted way older than she was. We changed and she walked out with me.

"Are you going to Ryan's birthday party tonight?" Bailey asked as she rearranged her softball bag on her shoulder.

"I don't even know him," I said smiling.

"Nobody knows him. Everyone just knows he's gonna have a kick-ass party," She said smiling.

"I don't know," I said shrugging.

"Here i'll text you," she said smiling. I handed her my phone and she punched her number into it. I smiled and I went to my truck. Thankfully, everyone was already gone. I put my softball bag in my trunk and drove to Sebastian's house. I waited a couple of seconds of breathing before texting him and telling him I was there. I saw him leaning against the doorframe and I hesitantly walked towards him. He gestured a hand towards the inside of his house and I made my way. I quickly looked around and it was a really nice house. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I resisted the urge to throwup.

"Why don't we take this upstairs, huh babe?" He said as his hands roamed my body. I was definietly not feeling him at all. He grabbed my arm and led me up the stairs to a long hallway, into what was probably his room. 

The whole time, i felt disgusting. I grabbed my keys and ran out of his house. He chuckled and I quickly started my truck and drove out of there as soon as possible. 

I got home and thankfully my dad wasn't home. I went into my bathroom and started balling my eyes out. I grabbed the bottles of Advil and  and took the remainder. I drove my truck to the grave yard.