Realizing..

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Harry's POV:
I stood there frozen..
Did my little sister felt like this for me!?
Am I the same person for her  the same person I hate the most!?
Am I hurting her!?
Am I loosing her!?
And all my mind was screaming was one thing...
Yes harry yes!
"Haz,she was angry that's it",Louis spoke
"Mate,chill it will all-",before Shawn can finish I walked out straight to my room and shutted the door behind walking off to the window
"HAROLD WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I STARTED CUTTING
WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF ..."
Bellas words keep ringing in my head I kicked the table resulting the vase to smash down into zillion of pieces.....
This is how Bella broked into zillion of pieces when I was touring living my dream...
But maybe ...maybe...she was angry well obviously she is angry.
She was angry...
My grandad use to say to me that never dismiss what anyone says in anger that's when the truth comes out...
I sat down on my bed my head resting ina my hands. ..
What have I caused!? What have I done!? Damn it!!
....."no one can ever be like yiu hazz,If you would've thrown me out of the building and I would have gone into coma and after that you apologise I'll still accept it..thats how much I love you bro...",
Bellas words when we were in ina fight when we were young sanked in my head....
Whatever damage I've done can be mended
If I broke her then I'll make her...
I'm not like him I'm not like luke..
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Bellas POV:

"Bella",Stella knocked on the door "go away!",I whined between hiccups "Bella come on!you're not gonna shut yourself!",she said "tahts nothing new !I'll live!",I shouted "fine",she whispered I slumped on my bed took out the photo from under the pillow it was a picture of mine 18th birthday every thing was soo perfect...
I actually had my parents laughing and happy  smiling joyful where I had my both of the brothers where I was soo close to my sister but now..."I miss you Styles family! ,come back please!Bella needs you",I crooked and sat up on the edge of my bed I dialed Justin's number and waited when it went to voice mail I called again this time just to listen to his voice to listen to his voice on voice mail I recorded a message for him we use to talk like this for hours on recording messages and then send one to each other
"Jay....hey,how are you?when u comin back?silly girl misses you,I shouted on Harry today and I feel horrible it was soo selfish to say all those things he had full right to live his dream but....its just I needed him I wnat him back I want him to live his dream but I also don't wanna loose him ...I lost you and the pain is never ending I hope you understand ..I'll be a good girl and yes I'll take care of mum and Stella is doing good ,hope to see ya cause harry won't talk to me now I lost him too ill miss u both take care love u bella",and I lost it all I cried and I clinged to tge bed and cried and I didn't know when sleep took over ?....
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I woke up with constant singing of someone I groaned and toss myself on the other side burrowing my head under the pillow but the voice keeps on getting louder I stood up lazily and went in washroom and did the daily routine "when it's broken you say there's nothing to fix..",I fixed myself with harry's background music it's been a whole week freaking a whole week since we've talked I miss him but I don't blame him for not talking to me I frowned loosened up my hair and when downstairs mean while it looked like no one is in the house I followed harry's voice in the kitchen who was standing in front of oven I guess baking
"Ehem ",I cleared my throat as he turned towards me " Good morning Bells!",he greeted "eh,Mornin harry",I still can't understand how can he just forget whateve I've said to him "want some cake?",he asked icing over I nodded and sat on the table as he put the cake in front of me there was something written on it ,it said :
I'm sooryyyyyyy for not realizing I was hurting u
I promise hurting you was the last thing I want
I love you sister and can't imagine you going away from me
Forgive me?I've looked upon the things and sorted it out
Sorry,It's not enough but still...
Love,harry xx
I looked up at him and jumped on him clinging on his neck and crying "I'm sorry hazz ! I really am!I ek was jsut stressed out !",I cried on his chest "Bella I forgive you but for my apology lets go out I mean a day onky for brother and sister no one else only Bella and Harry okay?",he asked and  and wide grin spread on my face we haven't spent much time together ..
"Yessss! !",I shouted
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A suckin chap right?
Sorry
I'm up late
Wil make it up to u
Take care
Sabrina xx

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