REVEALED sequel to :He was right [COMPLETED]

Guilt

I leaned my head on Calum's shoulder "That's terrible...seeing him full of life every time...Can't believe an accident took him away",Michael said "I know Mike it's quite unbelievable,I mean we planned this day for his wedding we all were soo excited..I just feel soo bad about Stella",Ashton pursed his lips "Bella and Harry  ain't doing any better man! I mean no offence to Gemma but she has lived half of her life in the hostel but Harry and Bella have been with him since forever and yeah I remember that ring thingy a promise ring that bella and Justin will be there in each others wedding I feel soo bad watching her in shock no smiling no teasing she is in in a bad state Harry is trying to bring her back from that shock but that guy needs support too",Calum words started digging in my heart making hole of regrets Styles are really in a bad position I Souldnt have accepted Brandon's deal why?oh why didn't I thought of the What If's ...I just can't but let myself die with regret when I see my babe crying I'm shock this was the last thing I wanted Justin was a brother to me No one knows I did it but then No one knows what I'm going through ..
"Luke?back to earth!",Calum shook his shoulder causing me to explain attentive towards what they're saying "yeah?",I stood up "what's wrong man?why you keep zoning out?",Michael asked "nothing,just thinking ...",I let my voice fade out "we can understand Luke, it's hard to look after Bella like this but you have to do this ",Ashton said yeah?how?when I know that I'm the reason behind her sorrows I'm the reason she is broken I'm the reason behind their grief I'm the reason behind her family breakdown it's a shame knowing that I was the one telling her that she will not have any sorrows with me I will make her the happiest but...I know I know the pain of loosing the person you love I clutched to my mums picture in the pocket as a person stood next to me and my head burnt out my head started spinning suddenly I wanted to just strangle him to death he is the reason behind everything he is the one he should be the one to die not Justin not Justin "I don't think bella is in a state to keep up with a relation",he said "You don't get to decide whether she is in in a state or not relations is the only thing which will keep her in a good state excuse me",I said walking past him then there is him thus guy which snatched snatched my mum from me her happiness from me and now eager to snatch bella from me and my happiness from me
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I laid in my bed thinking of Bella and what I've caused her when suddenly my phone vibrated I picked it up and there was a text from harry
                     HARRY
we have a big loss in our life ..
Justin was really close to us
Us guys always ALWAYS were with each other no matter what
Loosing him is like loosing one of our part
Luke,I'm in no state of seeing my little kiddo this way
YOU HAVE TO MAKE HER WHAT SHE WAS
please please
A brother is begging you
Make my kiddo okay please

That's it....those words cut deeper than a knife I've never hated anyone not even Jeff the way I'm hating myself right now I just wanna go and kill myself I hated myself ..Harry is asking me to take care of bella  ME!? The person cause of which she is actually in this state ...life couldn't get any worse ANY WORSE I looked around at the frame just above my mum's picture on the wall it's written
Sometimes Life asks you for more sacrifices than you can give
True ....life asked me for everything
Life asked me for my dad
Life asked me for my mum
Life asked me for my siblings
Life asked me for my friends
Life asked me for my happiness
Life asked me for patience
Life asked me for peace
Life demands me
Keeps on demanding me ...
But this time life has demanded a big thing
Life demanded me life
I'm no more able to comprehend who I am
I'm done.
SO DONE.  

                    HARRY
                                Trying is everything I can do