The Male Concubine 男性的贵妃 (BOYxBOY)

One Last Time

I gave into his request and visited him, unbeknownst to him, one last time.
I put on a my prettiest rouge, beautiful gems under my eyes, eyeshadow that compliments my eyes, powder to cover my dark eye circles from the internal debate of whether I was going through with this action, bright red and gold outfit more extravagant and luxurious that was too flamboyant and indulgent for a person wishing to not stand out, with a delicate gold hair pins that contrasted deeply with the simple jade hair pin with a pearl I also wore that night and (梦) carved into it meaning dream and of course the pair of blood jade bracelets he had awarded me the night I found out his true identity and a bright red lipstick. I left on a lifted chair and entered while he sat on his bed regally in the dim light. I danced for him, dancing as if I was possessed. I kissed him softly and pushed him down on the bed as my hands roamed his pecs and abs and then later pressing kisses and hickies to him desperately, obsessive, monopolizing, and passionately marking him at that impulsive moment believing if I kissed him enough, it would mark him forever. I felt him thrust into me as a moan like a complete wanton as I road on top of him abandoning my principles and morals and forgetting about the lies, the death, the past, the future, everything! For one last time. But I disappeared before he had awoken since I only pretended to fall asleep until Yan ge fell asleep I then watched him as his chest went up and down in a rhythmical pattern and then donning on a single white robe with the uniform of an eunuch I usually use when I needed to bath at the eunuchs bathing area, wiped off the heavy makeup, took off all my heavy accessories and set them on a table right next to the bed except I placed those blood jade bracelets on the pillow where my head use to be, right next to him. I then gently caressed his cheeks and black tresses one last time before moving his gentle hands that would and squeeze mine in assurance and pat my bet my back in a soothing method before pressing one last kiss to those soft lips that would whisper love to my ears, that had offered me words of comfort, and those moans when he was buried deeply within me.
I whispered for one last time "I'm sorry Yan ge. Maybe I'll make it up to you in the next time maybe." I then upped and left with his Imperial pass that symbolized that you were working for the Emperor and anyone that impeded you were against his majesty and was breaking a law that meant I could have a smooth getaway, and if anyone like a dream, like the moon and stars at daylight. I then exchanged carriages and passed my pass onto my sister and a silk mask that covered her lower half of her face so that only her eyes were shown, a similar chestnut brown to mine.

She was better suited for him, she was a female. She didn't betray him. This life should have been hers, she was the one who was always loved. Our meeting was simply coincidental and never fate.
~A/N~
@BlackBeautySS Yes, there is sexy time *wiggles eyebrows* but sad sexy time, nonetheless sexy time *wiggles eyebrows*