Kpop boys x reader ~ one shot and imagines

NCT ~Jaehyun Angst

You deeply regretted asking, your boyfriend, Jaehyun if he wanted to go with you to the store after his work. One thing lead to another and you both ended you causing a big scene, which resulted in being asked to leave. You couldn't even remember why you guys were fighting about. Right now you were sitting in the passenger seat, while Jaehyun was driving towards the apartment you shared. The silence felt like it was trying to suffocate you. So many thing raced through your head, it was making you get a headache. Finally you tested your luck and spoke.

"Jae, what's wrong?" no answer

"Did something happen at work?" no answer

"Did I do something wrong?" no answer

You clutched the hem of your sweatshirt, waiting for something. His eyes never left the rode and he never made a sound. Not even a sigh like he usually did when you asked these questions before. Things changed so much since his music group debuted. He always was happy to see you and you had dates often but, not anymore. The only time he really smiled was when he was on a tv show. You knew things would get rough but you didn't think it would get this bad. He was always home really late due to over practicing and never wanted to due things with you. Even if it was just eating a meal or watching a movie with you.

You thought about this often and tried figure out solutions' for it. Many being bad ones. Half the time you thought he was cheating on you but, he's far to busy for that, you hoped.

The small headache you had was now huge. You wished for some kind of noise. Any kind would do, you couldn't sit there in silence anymore.

"Jae what's going on?" no answer Your knuckles started to turn white from gripping your sweatshirt so tightly.

"Why aren't you talking to me?" no answer
Tears started to form in the corners of your eyes.

"For the love of god please say something!" Every emotion you had in you seemed to explode. You couldn't handle it anymore. You broke down in a raging fight of asking questions about what's going on with him, why he's this way, what happens at work, Is he mad at you. You stared out the front window pleading for him to tell you what he has against you.

"Jaehyun do you even love me anymore?" the word left your lips as Jaehyun slammed on the breaks. Luckily you were wearing a seatbelt or you would have been flung from your seat, probably through the windshield.

"Enough y/n!" Jaehyun yelled causing you to tense up. The car started again and so did the silence.

He never answered the question

You didn't remember the drive being this long, but finally he pulled into the drive way. As the car stopped you jumped out, speed walking to the door not bothering to look If Jaehyun as behind you. You actually could feel his heavy breathing on the back of your head. This scared you knowing he was that close and really upset about something. You could defend yourself but, you were shorter than most people which scared you a little. You didn't know what they could try to doing to you. Especially someone Jaehyun's height. Fumbling with the keys a little, you managed to open the door. Jaehyun pushed passed you and walked into the kitchen. Cautiously you followed him, to see what he was doing.

Leaning on the counter was Jaehyun guzzling down a beer. Sadness slapped in the face so bad you physically felt pain. He only drank when he was forced or really upset.

Jaehyun's phone ringing cut off your thoughts.

"Hello,"

"What, no,"

"Dude I don't care,"

"IT'S 10:30 AT NIGHT!"

" FINE! I'll be there in a bit"

Jae slammed his phone on the counter and chugged what was left of his beer. Normally you'd ask who it was but, you knew it was Taeyong telling the boys the had a meeting or dance practice they needed to come to. So quietly stood there until your eye met his.

"What do you want?" Jaehyun asked coldly.

Something clicked in your mind when he said that. Maybe you need to break up. indeed you might regret it and miss him like crazy but you don't deserve to be treated this way. You were in your prime and needed to start living instead of sulking around due to a man. No women should.

"Jaehyun I think we need to go our separate ways," You said in a soft tone.

Jaehyun face sunk into a frown and walked forward reaching for you but you gently moved away.

"W-what are you talking about. No. Everything is fine. I'm sorry about earlier," Jaehyun muttered on about things. You shook your head, making him stop.

"It's not just about today. It's about my future and yours," You stated

"Yeah! Our future together!" Jaehyun snapped back raising his voice. He wasn't the easiest to talk to anymore ether.

"Jae please hear me out. Your career just started and you are always busy. I got accepted to the academy I wanted and soon will probably have to leave. I'm sorry, but life got in between us," you explained your reason to him. Leaving out that he changed in many ways, but hey what he doesn't know won't kill him.

"NO! Everything is ok. We are staying together. You can't leave me. I love you!" Jaehyun whaled lunging forward grabbing your hands and resting his head on your right shoulder. A thing he did often when you got mad at him and he'd ask for forgiveness. You could feel dampness threw your shirt. He was crying.

"No Jaehyun not anymore. It's been a while since you loved me. I was just to selfish to realize and let you go sooner. I'm sorry," You whispered to him. You didn't notice the few tears that stained your cheek until now.

You walked away from a quietly sobbing Jaehyun and went up stairs to pack. When you came back down, you notice he wasn't where you left him. You felt arms wrap around your waist and a head nuzzled into your hair.

"Can I have one last kiss? Please?" His voice came out hoarse and so faint you could barely hear it. You broke free for him grasp and turned around, nodding your head while smiling softly.

His lips were poison but, you were now immune to him.

Goodbye Jaehyun, I wish you the best of luck.

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HELLO!!!!

WOW this is really long and sad! ops lol

I read a lot of angst so I figured i'd write one. How did I do?

-- Elizabeth__14