Kpop boys x reader ~ one shot and imagines

NCT ~ Taeyong Angst

Hello everyone!

Guess who's back and in an angsty mood :)

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You didn't quite understand yourself today. The weather outside was quite atrocious and you just received the news you had become unemployed. None of those things bothered you though. Nothing was affecting you like it usually would.

Shrugging your shoulders, you headed downstairs feeling like a big bowl of ice cream would help.

It's quarter past 9 and Taeyong still hadn't walked through the door. It caught your attention only for a moment but quite left as soon as it came. This seemed to be the only thing normal today.

Taeyong was never home and when he was it lasted a good 3 to 4 hours. You understood being an artist in SM was time-consuming, but it wasn't as bad as he was making it out to be. You actually found out half the time he was lying and out with the rest of the boys having fun. It only hurt when you truly thought about it. A blind eye was turned to this, you were happy knowing he was enjoying his life.

"SHIT!"

Nearly jumping out your skin as you turned to see Taeyong coming through the door with what seemed to be a passed out Yuta.

"Oh hello love, I didn't think you'd be awake," Taeyong laughed, dragging Yuta to the couch and leaving him there.

"You're home early," you scoffed. You fixed how Yuta was laying so he actually was on the couch and looked somewhat comfortable.

"Hey what's that supposed to mean and why are you being a bitch?" Taeyong snickered right back. Annoyance was shown on his face.

You shrugged crossing your arms over your chest. His words seemed to shut down any confidence you had. You heard him huff and head to the kitchen.

Following behind, you thought it was okay to start a conversation to try changing the tense air that began suffocating you.

"So how was your day?" you ask sounding as if your voice was as smooth as honey.

"Fine. Was at work until Jae called and complained about Yuta passing out at the bar," he answered blankly.

You would have thought he was at the bar too if it wasn't for earlier when you slid past him to get to Yuta. He didn't smell of alcohol like he would have if he was actually drinking.

A birthmark on Taeyong's arm drew your attention to him more. You wondered why you hadn't noticed this small smudge of darker skin color before. You began to wonder what you didn't know about the man you claimed to love and spent 2 years with.

His favorite color?
The secret guilty pleasure show he watched?
What songs did he listen to when he was alone?
Did he like when it rained?
What season was his favorite?

You couldn't answer any of these questions. Sadness then hit you like a tsunami wave. A year ago you could rattle all these answers off within 10 seconds, now you couldn't even answer how you felt about him.

"I think I should stay somewhere else tonight,"

The words left your mouth before you could even process them. Taeyong's head shot up automatically.

"What?" He whispered.

A tear slipped down your check but you quickly wiped it away. There was no need for tears.

"Um I'm going to my brothers tonight," you answered walking away to your bedroom.

"Why," Taeyong called after you.

You proceeded with packing a small bag of clothes for clearly not just a night. A break from here would hopefully do some justice for you.

"That more than a nights stay,"  Taeyong spoke behind you.

"Taeyong what's my favorite color?" You questioned turning to look at him. He seemed confused by the question but answered.

"I don't know. It doesn't matter. Why are you leaving?" He remarked

"It does matter Tae! That's why I'm leaving. You don't even know me anymore. You work 24/7 and we never see each other and when we do we fight or you have to leave. I can't do this anymore. I can't take another lonely afternoon. I know I can't blame this all on you, I have my issue just as much as you do. Everyone does, but what the hell I'm a supposed to do. I'm losing my mind. I know when you lie to me and go out partying with your friends. I know about the countless girls who have grinned on you in the club and the ones you've drunkenly kissed. I won't let you play me anymore," your words rushed together and your breathing became rough.

"(Y/n) I can explain ple-"

"No Taeyong your actions speak for themselves. We have grown apart and you've begun a new chapter in life. I was foolish to stay in this place when clearly it's no longer my home," you stated standing your ground. Grabbing your bag, you headed out the room.

"No (y/n)! Please don't leave! We can get through this I'm sorry. Please just stay," Taeyong begged grabbing your arm and spinning you around to look at him. His expression showed fear and sadness but his eyes showed anxiety. He clearly understood everything happening and began freaking out.

Your heart hurt but you couldn't keep doing this to yourself.

"How can you ask that of me when I was always the one to stay," you whispered before stepping back and sliding on your shoes.

With one last look at Taeyong you smiled at him.

"Please be careful when you drink and come home safe. See you around Tae,"

With that, you walked out.

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Wow this is shit!

I'll do a better one just give me like 3 more hours lol

---- Elizabeth__14