You couldn't remember how long you had been starring at the ceiling, but you knew it was brighter outside when you started. Finally you rolled off your bed, huffing upon landing on the floor.
"This bull crap," you muttered.
For the past week you've avoided all social contact with the outside world, specially your room mate Sehun. Luckily it was spring break and you didn't have to attend class or leave your room. Occasionally Sehun would knock on your door asking a question or telling you that you he was leaving for a bit. With no initiations of actually speaking, you hummed in response or didn't answer.
A slow realization settled and you hated it. You and Sehun had been room mates and best friends for almost three years now. He was the guy friend every girl wanted. He listened, helped with anything you needed, talked BS, and protected you from others. Never once did you feel anything for him, but just being his bestie.
Things seemed to change over the last year. You began noticing little things he did. Things that made you smile. Like when he waved his hands due to excitement. Of course, there was the other things that made you flustered. Like they way he occasionally ran his tounge over his lips, or when he'd hold your hand in large croweds. It wasn't much, but it effected you greatly.
"I just need fresh air," You grumbled.
After washing up and changing into clean clothing, you slowly peaked your head out from behind your door. Scanning your surroundings, it seemed to be all clear. Stepping out fully from behind the door you called out Sehun's name. Receiving no response, you concluded he wasn't here.
"Bitch," you snickered, "probably out with his other friends."
You couldn't blame him. You were actually the one being a bitch.
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About 5 minutes into your "getting fresh air" you became hungry, so you trucked your butt down to the local convince store. You always loved being greeted here.
"The bitch lives!" You heard Chanyeol shriek.
"Always lovely to hear you," you smiled, "asshat."
With that you turned and made your way to the ramen area.
"What happened to you this past week? Haven't seen you around. Also, Sehun wouldn't shut up about you," Chanyeol barked at you. Ignoring him sounded good, but his last statement catch your attention.
"What do you mean Sehun won't stop talking about me?" You questioned as you paid for your ramen.
"Well he has been all antsy when you are mentioned, and keeps wondering if he did something wrong. Might wanna talk to him before he loses his mind," Chanyeol reported.
"Oh also, why haven't answered your phone. I called you five times yesterday," He wined.
"It died back on Tuesday. Just haven't charged it yet," you shrugged walking out with your purchased ramen. It was now Saturday and you had no intent to charge it.
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Plopping down on the couch you began scarfing down your ramen noodles. That was until the front door opened.
"(y/n)!" A cheerfully voice rang out.
You turned to find a smiley Sehun coming your way.
"Hey I didn't know we were out of ramen. You should have told me before I left this morning," he spoke, sitting down right next to you.
You would have been fine with it, but there was a whole other end of the couch he could have sat on, that and your heart rate was currently higher then your hopes and dreams.
"We have some. I was just out for a walk and became hungry, so I went to the convince store," you forced the words out quickly, trying to finish the rest of the ramen and retreat to your room. Sadly, Sehun and caught on and took the cup away from you.
"Alright why are you avoiding me?" Sehun probed.
"I'm no-"
"Bullshit (y/n)!"
Your eyes widened as his change of tone. Alarms of retreat signaled off and just like that you were to your feet. Sehun followed blocking your escape.
"You haven't left your room this whole week and when you do it's when you think I'm asleep. Whenever I try to talk to you, your door is locked and you don't answer. I honestly have been worried all week. I don' know if your sick or stressed about something, but please talk to me. I get so freaked out when you don't communicate with me. I don't know if I've done anything wrong or have upset you in some way. I really don't that. Over all (y/n) I really miss you. I love waking up to see you still half asleep trying to make eggs. Or like when you find out something exciting and practically tackle me. Also when we are watching a movie and you end up asleep in my lap. God (y/n) I just want to know your okay."
You were pretty sure if you didn't start blinking again your eyes were going to fall out.
Sehun's words hit you like a bus. You've been ignore the one person you needed the most and the one who always takes care of you. He had every right to be mad and even leave if he wanted to. He didn't though. He didn't bother you or just walk away. He gave you're space.
Tears began to form as his words sunken deeper.
"I- I- I'm so- I- Seh- " You were at a loss for words.
"(Y/n) I have fallen for you and still have been for two years now. Please don't do this to me. I know this might affect how we look at each other, but please don't ignore me. Please acknowledge my feelings and put me into consideration for once."
Sehun's words dripped from his mouth, but all you truly heard was how he'd liked you for over two years. You became aware of how much he must have gone through. The shit you put him through and what you guys did together. This whole time, all words and actions were sincere.
You looked up at him. Tears blurred your vison, but you could still see his hurt face. You hadn't recently started liking him. You always have, even though you weren't aware of it you felt every bit the same way he did.
"My Sehunnie!" you cried embracing his midsection. You didn't have to say it, because he already knew. You were the one who needed to realize it truly.
Sehun's arms were now wrapped around you.
"My babygirl," he whispered.
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I'm sorry I dropped off the face of the earth for like 3 or 4 months. Probably going to happen again tbh.
Hope you enjoyed this long ass imagine I wrote at like 2 in the morning lol!!!
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