Emotions-Buried deep within

The Moon And Me

The moon and me
Tonight i noticed that the stars shone brighter than usual,
Few more stars are visible today.
A crowed city, and a lonely person,
Standing on the terrace, staring at the sky,
Tilting my head scrutinising the moon,its presence,its structure.
Tonight its a full moon, the stars scattered randomly around it.
Yet its so alone,without a friend.
Just like me and the city.
People all around me,still not a single friend.
The stars busy twinkling not caring about the moon,
Which steals their light and tries to shine bright.
How many people are out there , staring at the sky
Just like me.
Trying to count the number of good friends they have
And come up with nothing but a empty life.
I do smile and laugh, hiding the pool of tears in my heart.
I do have a love life and a family, but not a friend.
I do make jokes with the 'friends' i have
But then again it backfires.
People hate me, i know they do.
No they didn't tell me,but i know.
I try to be a good friend, a person who supports,
Yet i fail, i fail miserably.
No i am not a smart one,
No i don't know the games people play
I am not a player.
At least not a good one, cause i loose.
Some one did say 'you can never be a good friend'
It did hurt me, cause i tried.
Tears threatening to fall with even a blink of my eye
But i pushed it inside and smiled
Smile cause i know it takes courage to tell the truth
And he had the guts, he didn't lie to me like others.
Yeah i get a bit jealous when i see those good buddies.
But then i smile, hoping for the best.
Dreaming about a good friend.
Just like the moon, alone it stands but still it is always the brightest
Smiling at us. So i smile at it too.
But a tear falls down my cheek.