June 10 2011
phils pov
warmness washes over me, the smell of sweetness rushes into my lungs and makes me smile. dan. he's in my arms, his cheeks are flushed red over his pale skin, his lips are parted ever so softly, his features are so,so soft. he's beautiful.
i moved in close and felt his breath tickle my neck, his sweet smell enveloping the entirety of my body. i press my lips softly onto his skin, once, twice, three times and he shifts in my arms.
"ugh phil why did you have to wake me up"
i smile, and look up at him, his eyes shining in the sun. i don't say anything and throw the blankets off of me, the light shone in through the blinds, painting patters of shadow and light onto my skin.
i threw on a hoodie and jeans, it was time to go out into town to look for dans birthday gifts.
i grabbed an extra hoodie and pants and threw it on the bed, "lets go"
he leaned onto his elbow, exposing his bare chest, a dimpled smile on his face. he said nothing and stood up to put them on.
i stood at the door and waited for dan to finish, watching him do things was strangely calming to me, just the sight of his beautiful skin and his messy hair and tired eyes was so gorgeous, i cant get enough of it.
he looked up and red stuck his cheeks, he noticed me staring at him, i hadn't realized i was dozing off until he was finished. i smiled and turned to the door, fumbling with the handle a bit before dan stepped close and opened it for me.
i was still so unused to openly caring about dan. i was used to admiring from a distance and looking away from him when we made eye contact and blushing when our hands grazed. i would've never thought i would be openly looking st him while he dresses, or that our breath would dan onto each others chests and that our bodies would grow into one another in the depth of night.
i smiled at my thoughts and we went on our way. we stepped outside and it wasn't very hot today and it wasn't cold either, it was perfect.
i reached out for dans hand and grasped it in my own, i could feel his fingers tremble, and i could see his cheeks turn red, like flowers blooming.
we walked to our local towne centre and i began to look around at the different choices. i didnt really know what to get him, so we walked into a random shop and i looked around for something i thought he would like.
the majority of what they had there were stuffed animals and comfy things, so i picked up a tan and brown striped monkey looking bear and a green hoodie, one that resembled the one dan always stole from me, the toy was incredibly soft and fluffy so i knew dan would like it and the sweater because it would be some kind of reminder of me for when he leaves.
i bought them, and searched for dan around the store. i found him skimming over the candles. he saw me coming over and smiled, rushing over to me, "these smell amazing phil oh my god"
i laughed and we spent another hour or so looking around the store before dan wanted to leave, so we walked back to the house, hands still laced together. today was a good day. i spent it with dan, laughing and smiling and holding hands, and that's all i could ask for.
~ ~ ~ ~ back at phils flat ~ ~ ~ ~
dans laying on the couch, a movie is playing, im sat on an armchair to the side reading and watching his chest rise up and down slowly and watching him laugh loudly, the way his eyes wrinkle from laughing so much, and the way his face goes red every time he laughs. hes beautiful.
i close my book and walk over to him, the couch is big enough for me to crawl into the blankets with him, so i do and i wrap my arms around his neck, nudging my head into the crook of his neck.
"your so warm" i whisper into his skin, and he tightens one arm around my waist and puts a hand on the back of my head, pushing me further into him.
i let him sink into me for a few minutes longer before moving up to face him. i set my eyes onto his, and reached for his face. i cupped his cheeks and pressed his lips onto mine. it was like a firework show erupted inside of my chest, it was just like the first time we ever kissed, and i love that we kept that passion.
i held the kiss, and slid my tongue across his lip to deepen it, he allowed me to and we let our tongues clash, his hands moving up my shirt and feeling me softly. i wrapped my legs around his waist and he held his hands below my back. we both moved in sync, sharing eachothers tastes. i reached to pull my shirt off and threw it behind the couch, i broke our kiss and grabbed the hem of dans lower shirt, fondling it with my fingers. i looked up at him as if to ask for permission and i saw hesitation in his eyes.
i reached for his hands and grabbed it softly in mine, "dan its okay you dont have to, we can wait im not in a rush." he squeezed my hand, "lets wait"
i smiled, and reached for my shirt, "its pretty late, im going to go to sleep okay?"
he furrowed his eyebrows and as i was getting up to leave upstairs, i felt his hands grab my sides and pull me back down. he laid me on his chest and pulled the blankets onto both of us.
"stay with me phil."
i grabbed his hand and moved in close to him. and we both laid there hearing each other breath and holding hands, it was one of those days that will stand out to me forever and this will be something to look back on and say, yeah- dan and phil that was a thing.
a/n
when dan tweeted that i was liVID also im going to my first coffee house today im excited.
-amie
